So I did it..i told her how i feel...and now i remember why i was keeping it to myself. It wasn't a yes...and it wasn't a no...it was more....a i don't know what i want right now....which is exactly how i feel. I know how i feel about her, but i don't know if i can handle a relationship. and sometimes i want one..sometimes i just enjoy where i am. The fact of it all...and i made it VERY clear to her as well. no matter what, she is my best friend, and i wouldn't want that to change for anything. but of course now i'm scared to call her...bc i don't want to seem "pushy"...but then again, before we had the talk...we would talk 4 or 5 times a day...so what would be so different. i know i'm over thinking it...but i have always been one to over analyze situations. oh well...she knows how i feel...its up to her now.
brightredscream:
It's probably a good thing if it's off your chest now.
itsnoboarding:
to quote grey's anatomy - the one's that hurt the most are the ones that don't know what they want