emokid109

Its been said that some men are born to follow, and others born to lead. I am one of the odd, I don't want to follow. I don't like to think that i have no control over what i do, or where i go. However, I don't want to lead. Responsibility like that was no meant for such as me. Most of the time i long for sweet seclusion.


I have found something about about myself...i'm a coward. I know that the general census of the site of what to do about telling the girl how i feel was to do it....but its not that easy. Timing is everything, and i've never been one for timing..I know that confidence has alot to do with it too. When i'm with her i'm confident in all things, and in myself...but when it comes to telling her that....confidence fails!

Complications

I'm a coward
you know i am
cause i can never tell you
any of the things i think

I am afraid
of you not me
but more specifically
i fear the idea of Us

I'm Alone
but it seems so me
i prefer its simplicity
but i want so much more

i'm complicated
so are you
we say friends
but complications find Us