i'm sitting here dying my hair yet again. i hate how red fades out so quickly.
i still havent shot a set yet, i hate when life gets too full on with other stuff meaning you cant really do things you enjoy. oh well all worth it in the end i guess
adrian is taking me out tomorrow night, i think its to see the matches play ay the east brunswick hotel but he's being very cryptic. im sure anywhere we go we'll have a blast but i really hope it is the matches. saw them at pyramid rock festival over new years and fell in love with them all over again.
been really tired lately, means ive been missing out on going to the gym a lot which sucks. its strange, i used to be so anti gym then all of a sudden i was joining and i really enjoy it. ive started reading books while on the treadmill - i think i must look weird but then again, compared to all the suburban barbies there i think i already do.
must go to the doctors soon and see about getting my adenoids out. i think its getting worse the older i get. should get the tonsils out too, but that means i cant have as many sick days off work
i think its time for a change of scenery, but over time ive managed to land myself in a fair bit of debt which is hard to get rid of. i dream of travelling around australia in a kombi, and of backpacking around europe - owning nothing but my own curiosity and 'need for something more'.
there are so many things i want to achieve and it can be hard doing it on my own. i crave to cut loose, but at the same time feel ready to find someone and have a family. in my ideal world i'd do both. travel the world with my little family, show my kids that theres so much more out there other than ipods and video games. kids seem so violent and closed off now, i'd like to change that for at least one kid out there.
oh my im rambling. that all came out of nowhere. time to rinse my hair
NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
- robert frost
i still havent shot a set yet, i hate when life gets too full on with other stuff meaning you cant really do things you enjoy. oh well all worth it in the end i guess
adrian is taking me out tomorrow night, i think its to see the matches play ay the east brunswick hotel but he's being very cryptic. im sure anywhere we go we'll have a blast but i really hope it is the matches. saw them at pyramid rock festival over new years and fell in love with them all over again.
been really tired lately, means ive been missing out on going to the gym a lot which sucks. its strange, i used to be so anti gym then all of a sudden i was joining and i really enjoy it. ive started reading books while on the treadmill - i think i must look weird but then again, compared to all the suburban barbies there i think i already do.
must go to the doctors soon and see about getting my adenoids out. i think its getting worse the older i get. should get the tonsils out too, but that means i cant have as many sick days off work
i think its time for a change of scenery, but over time ive managed to land myself in a fair bit of debt which is hard to get rid of. i dream of travelling around australia in a kombi, and of backpacking around europe - owning nothing but my own curiosity and 'need for something more'.
there are so many things i want to achieve and it can be hard doing it on my own. i crave to cut loose, but at the same time feel ready to find someone and have a family. in my ideal world i'd do both. travel the world with my little family, show my kids that theres so much more out there other than ipods and video games. kids seem so violent and closed off now, i'd like to change that for at least one kid out there.
oh my im rambling. that all came out of nowhere. time to rinse my hair
NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
- robert frost