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Yeah, dude. I know it's hard but I can't think any woman's worth beating yourself up over that much. Beat her up instead It'll make you feel better.

I think that's why I feel so cool with brandie. When we broke up, We stopped talking for a while and I just took it all out on her (she wasn't around to know) and fucking hated her for not wanting me anymore, and got it all out my system. Now she's pretty kool and stuff. A little stupid, as formerly so, but she's alright.

I think the best thing to do, even though I know it's goign to be hard or impossible for a few months, is to distance yourself from her as much as possible. Just dissapear, run away, go shinji, whatever, tell yourself about how much you hate the situation, how much that person angers you, how you feel like they stole your happiness away, then come back with a clear head. I guarantee you that you'll feel better and the break up won't even bother you that much. It's that dull ache that's always there in the back of your heart when you're around someone that makes you feel like shit, and you can't expect yourself to live like that constantly. You gotta get that shit out. Alcohol, people, fun times, whatever will not get rid of this. You just need to pour yourself out, wether to yourself in anger or to someone else.

That's probably the best advice I can offer. It's not absolute truth, it's not word of law, but it's the best I can help. I hope you feel better dude. I know what it's like to feel down about someone you have had, and about someone you perpetually can't have. It sucks hardcore.

hey baby....mike doesnt get off work until 6:30....you can come over here and i'll cheer you up!!