Ever get completely absorbed into depression just from watching a movie that has nothing to do with you or your life....but just wishing there was a reason like is said movie to be depressed yourself...but not finding one, only depression with out just cuase. Cuase of depression or sadness brought about by nothing...just the lack of something to have emotion for. I get over whelming urges to leave ...where ever i am...just to move....but when i arrive to my new location that urge fallows me around. The same urge that makes me want to not be the same...to be stared at and "odd". I need someone to talk too...but no ones good enough.
"Want a cigarette, Ill take it as commitment"
"Want a cigarette, Ill take it as commitment"
kissesnkittylix:
Oh my god, I move ALL the time and I can never find a place where I'm truly happy....sounds like we are quite similar in that aspect. Unfortunately I am a technological idiot and don't have aim or yahoo. So sorry you sound super bummed out in your journal.... I have been feeling so much like that lately. Hope it passes for you soon, too. 