EPITAPH OF GREENNESS
Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all real, or just been a dream.
Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all really happened.
Actors must make us think theyre real; Our friends must not make us think we are actors.
Do you see this man in black? Picture him as some icon into...
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Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all real, or just been a dream.
Its that time of year again, to ask yourself if its all really happened.
Actors must make us think theyre real; Our friends must not make us think we are actors.
Do you see this man in black? Picture him as some icon into...
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jonnytrrrash7:
thanks for some words to chew on
a spider is spinning its web right now, ON MY COMPUTER MONITOR SCREEN!
how odd.
its a very nice web, backlit with the pink of this website.
time for sleep. I obviously need to wake up and clean tomorrow.
how odd.
its a very nice web, backlit with the pink of this website.
time for sleep. I obviously need to wake up and clean tomorrow.
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bluefrog:
A couple shows farther back than Cuckoos, I was in Methods to Madness. It was an odd little original piece about being an actor in LA. Our reviews were good but not many people came to see it. Community theatre is a dying art form. Now that I've got my summer traveling out of the way it's time to do another show though.
I haven't gotten my tickets yet. Too broke from taking time off from work. I'll pick up an extra shift next week to spend on them though. Hopefully I won't be too far back.
I haven't gotten my tickets yet. Too broke from taking time off from work. I'll pick up an extra shift next week to spend on them though. Hopefully I won't be too far back.
jonnytrrrash7:
don't know what this means, exactly, but this is from the new wilco cd!
spiders are singing in the salty breeze
spiders are filling out tax returns
spinning out wevs of deductions and melodies
on a private beach in michigan
spiders are singing in the salty breeze
spiders are filling out tax returns
spinning out wevs of deductions and melodies
on a private beach in michigan
In the past 12 or so hours it feels as if I have gone having nothing to having everything.
Tonight was excellent
First of all, I got stabbed. Thats right, my face is now home to a brand new piece of metal. I will probably post pics later, but for now just know that I have a vertical labret piercing, to go along with my...
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Tonight was excellent
First of all, I got stabbed. Thats right, my face is now home to a brand new piece of metal. I will probably post pics later, but for now just know that I have a vertical labret piercing, to go along with my...
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jonnytrrrash7:
YAY!! about time things looked up and sounds like a great time you had.....my big thrill was changing my alias, whoopeee! might try to pierce my ear again, i wasn't feeling it way back when and never progressed past the stud stage...but i'm feeling more punk now so......yes, pics are in order for both you and me...soon, once i get over the digital phobias.....congrats on a successful summer solstice day, good way to start the season!
bluefrog:
I started to right about the festival here, but the post ended up kind of long and I don't want to hog up your space. I'll post it on my own.
Crying so hard.
Something is wrong with me.
I really want to talk to all involved parties, so E and C and whoever else, I know you read this so please give me a call, or even better, another email. Please.
Happy fathers day, dad.
Something is wrong with me.
I really want to talk to all involved parties, so E and C and whoever else, I know you read this so please give me a call, or even better, another email. Please.
Happy fathers day, dad.
jonnytrrrash7:
aw....happy summer solstice/pa's day to you!!
Admission to CD release party: $7
Water at the show: $1
5 hours of food, coffee, and conversation at IHOP: $8
Being too honest on your SG Journal: PRICELESS.
There are some things money cant buy, and for everthing else, theres
'please-shoot-me-in-the-face-while-im-ahead'.
Water at the show: $1
5 hours of food, coffee, and conversation at IHOP: $8
Being too honest on your SG Journal: PRICELESS.
There are some things money cant buy, and for everthing else, theres
'please-shoot-me-in-the-face-while-im-ahead'.
jonnytrrrash7:
ha ha ha!!! priceless indeed....that night wasn't exactly "saved by the bell" was it......or maybe it was, times a 100!!
hellcatjustine:
hahahhaahaha. I love it.
I stayed home, cooked, and watched a movie. but a friend did give me some rad new shoes.
I stayed home, cooked, and watched a movie. but a friend did give me some rad new shoes.
I feel like...
a failure
a copycat
lame lame lame
nothing. I will never amount to anything, or gain the respect of the people around me, or be cool enough or pretty enough or witty enough or smart enough or whatever the fuck enough for anyone.
I am so emo.
E is right, I give up too easily. I just complain and never try to...
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a failure
a copycat
lame lame lame
nothing. I will never amount to anything, or gain the respect of the people around me, or be cool enough or pretty enough or witty enough or smart enough or whatever the fuck enough for anyone.
I am so emo.
E is right, I give up too easily. I just complain and never try to...
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jonnytrrrash7:
jeez, what fucking show did you go to that could trigger this meltdown (tell me so i can avoid at all cost!) why don't you save all your money and get the hell out of dodge....and on your way home please stop here so i can give you a hug, jeez.............we'll watch musicals and commiserate...........ended up ditching the dead tix and turned that money into more records, maybe i should have procured you a ticket outta town.......ps i don't think you're a failure, you're just having a really hard time...
tinyelvis:
Keep the chin up camper! The only person that lives your WHOLE life is you. YOU. You are the only one that can make changes. Decisions are up to you. Simple. Now, it's the tuff part. Sticking to your decsions. Feeling good inside is tuff. It's an every day thing. For me, feeling good about myself is tuff. I've come to the point where I really don't give a shit what others think. That is also scary. Being young is going to be scary. But, you have all the right tools to make it. I sound like a camp counslor.... Just keep your head up and focus on the important things in life. Making yourself feel good inside!
Luv
E
Luv
E
things can't get much weirder
this can't get much worse
don't know why you wouldn't kiss me
but it's a good thing i asked you first.
yeah you were just [missus] flirtatious
all night just workin' that ass
well you know it's uncool to bring it to school
if you don't want to share with the class
you've earned yourself a place in my memory...
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this can't get much worse
don't know why you wouldn't kiss me
but it's a good thing i asked you first.
yeah you were just [missus] flirtatious
all night just workin' that ass
well you know it's uncool to bring it to school
if you don't want to share with the class
you've earned yourself a place in my memory...
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peart:
hi there, did you break up with someone?
jonnytrrrash7:
ok, who sang the song you quoted (i'm so stumped)
My group exists!!!
Yay!
Im currently the only member...but still...
Yay!
Im currently the only member...but still...
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hellcatjustine:
hey thanks for letting me know. I joined up.
kick me in the ass if I don't comment often, sometimes I forget about my groups.
nice to meet you...
kick me in the ass if I don't comment often, sometimes I forget about my groups.
nice to meet you...
hellcatjustine:
in the words of the great Webb Wilder-
put love above everything else, and the rest will take care of itself...
put love above everything else, and the rest will take care of itself...
Im so lame. The lamest of the lame. And I wonder why I dont date or have people interested in me...there should be no question in anyones mind especially mine. Ive been trying to trick myself, to make myself see opposite and to pretend that people find me attractive. They dont. They never did. It was a game in my head and finally it caught...
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jonnytrrrash7:
then why don't you go be with your family? is it that hard?
tinyelvis:
Don't fall down! Keep your head up and let them love you. You have so much love to offer and that is what is attrative.
I went to Dome Fest last night, and it was the coolest thing ever. Cat had animation in it (eggs! why is everything about eggs! especially omelettes...), and there was catering from Carabba's and orange soda. I giggled like a 5 year old, and hid behind my program when one of the animations did this inversion trick and looked like it was going to land...
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molonel:
By the way: you have "wysiwyg" under Body Mods. But if you don't have any pics of yourself online right now, then you aren't really seeing anything, are you?
molonel:
Oh, and ...
Omelettes contain everything that is good in life.
The grass is always greener. I'm at a point in my life where I feel like the ship of my ambitions is actually turning around somewhat. I've arranged my life so that I only work 3 days a week, and am writing like never before. And yet, I always find somehow to be unhappy, impatient, dissatisfied. It's hard to arrange your life to satisfy your creativity. I've only come close to achieving it in the last year or so. The wrong job can crush it. You're dead right about that. It sounds cheesy and trite, but pursuing your creativity is more like a weightloss program than the the Romantic ideal of the Muse coming to your bedroom one night with poetry dripping from her fingers. You have to keep working at it, bit by bit, especially if your life (like mine) seems to hit more red lights than green lights.
Even if you have to take a semester off, I recommend staying in the same area as your school until you're finished. Another thing you are absolutely right about is that once you leave, it becomes progressively harder and harder to go back.
Failure. I've failed at so many things, and I'm barely 30. Well, 32 later this month. But closer to 30 than 35, and much closer to 30 than 40. I'm one of those people to whom God seems content to dole out success with an eyedropper. More about that another time.
Omelettes contain everything that is good in life.
The grass is always greener. I'm at a point in my life where I feel like the ship of my ambitions is actually turning around somewhat. I've arranged my life so that I only work 3 days a week, and am writing like never before. And yet, I always find somehow to be unhappy, impatient, dissatisfied. It's hard to arrange your life to satisfy your creativity. I've only come close to achieving it in the last year or so. The wrong job can crush it. You're dead right about that. It sounds cheesy and trite, but pursuing your creativity is more like a weightloss program than the the Romantic ideal of the Muse coming to your bedroom one night with poetry dripping from her fingers. You have to keep working at it, bit by bit, especially if your life (like mine) seems to hit more red lights than green lights.
Even if you have to take a semester off, I recommend staying in the same area as your school until you're finished. Another thing you are absolutely right about is that once you leave, it becomes progressively harder and harder to go back.
Failure. I've failed at so many things, and I'm barely 30. Well, 32 later this month. But closer to 30 than 35, and much closer to 30 than 40. I'm one of those people to whom God seems content to dole out success with an eyedropper. More about that another time.