Tuesday Jul 27, 2004

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Its been a long time since my last update... Crazy week.

Lots of partying. Lots of random (but good!) hookups.

A chapter is coming to an end. I can feel it, I just dont know where and when. B and E, I love you guys. Im sorry if I have caused undue hurt but this is really the best way. Really.
jonnytrrrash7:
sweet....hope you turn the corner into something.....delightful!!! smile
theinsomniac:
Hey, thanks for the support in the theatre group. smile

Tuesday Jul 20, 2004

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Like whoa, Im a bad decision maker.

Got drunk, got lonely, crashed the car. Bad idea. I aimed for a pole but hit a curb instead. Blew 2 tires, lost 2 hubcaps, and wasted all the rest of my money on repairs. Fuck.

Lots of other interesting things, but I cant remember them right now. Too upset with myself and my stupidity.
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jonnytrrrash7:
yep, way more uplifting than the warp tour for me....maybe i should have gotten crushed in more mosh pits?? i heard this warp thing drew the most people ever.....? see !!! if they come anywhere near you!! how's it goin"? smile
molonel:
Waynesboro was ... interesting. I loved the people I worked with, but I find it hard to maintain interest in a town where I'm not trusted to make my own decisions about drinking. It was a dry town. One bar in the whole damn town, and nothing harder than Miller and Bud Light. Screw that. Otherwise, it was hot, it was humid and they worked me like a dog. But it was rewarding, too, and they appreciated my work.

Friday Jul 16, 2004

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Ive had a life altering night.

At least, I think I did.

Talked to a bunch of really great people. Had a gathering at my house. Decided NOT to take the AOL job.

My life outlook is so different because of the conversations we had tonight. Thank you, friends.

PS. This is a shout out to Martin and Ben. You guys rock!!
jonnytrrrash7:
glad to hear you had a re-energizing night! re-charge on!!
jonnytrrrash7:
contemplating a name change. are we.........??? wink

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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Still alone.

Should feel lucky. Dont have a boy away at war, dont have an STD, dont have to worry about motorcycle accidents. Just to name a few.

I dont feel lucky.
I feel lonely.

Note: (addenda) Dont watch ANY movies with happy couples. Still trust me. Just dont.
jonnytrrrash7:
reminds me of that joe jackson song on "look sharp" lp: "happy loving couples, you ain't no friends of mine....." check it out, could be your new anthem (unfortunately)....hope business picks up soon! smile

Monday Jul 12, 2004

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Im so alone.

Generally, that is ok. I have become very accustomed to my singleness, my independance. But every now and then it hits me hard. And I remember that I dont want to be alone.

Note: Whatever you do and however strong you think you are, if you are single, DO NOT watch a 'date' movie with 2 happy couples. Trust me.
Just dont....
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Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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Dude.

Im a terrible person, or at least a terrible friend.

I dont know what happened I used to be nice and stuff. And keep my word. And keep plans. Ugh.

Oh well. I really just feel bad that I dont feel bad, if that makes sense. I feel like I should be worried, or try to change my actions. But, really, I dont care...
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vivadeath:
No big shows recently. Just a small wedding last week. Thats about it. (Pic below.)
Just be true to yourself. If those people around you think you are a bad person, then they aren't worth being around. Soon enough, they will make their way out of your life and everything will seem better and more calm. Make yourself happy. If you feel like being selfish, just do it. It will make you happier in the long run.
jonnytrrrash7:
hehehe books are NOT bad for you....guess it depends on the books and what your take is on them......i say do what thou wilt...yr rite, no one is wrong, that greater good is within you.....such heavy thoughts for one so young you have my dear!! peace....... smile
ps i am slowly recovering.....

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Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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Drove home drunk. Watched the street lights turn off.

Very exciting.

so drunk and my pop up stopper is broken. How am I supposed to watch porn?

I digress.

I had a great time tonight, thank you, friends. E and B, I know you werent ready tonight, but I definately want to have fun with you two. Tell me when.

Hearty heart hearts to all...
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jonnytrrrash7:
good fun! but be careful....
peart:
Pop up stoppers are the best. When of course they aren't being cock blocks. I hope you are doing well.

Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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Havent posted in awhile, so I thought I should at least say something. So here are some random thoughts.

My pop up stopper is broken, which really sucks. I was spoiled for so long by having fast, uninterupted web browsing. Now I remember about life on the other side...

Had a good 4th of July. Mostly fun, tacos and alcohol. Much flirting.

Hung out with...
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molonel:
Heh. So I'm back on the map, and I'm wondering where my internet stalker is? Give up so soon?

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jonnytrrrash7:
aw, now you're flea bitten......glad you had a good 4th!

Thursday Jul 01, 2004

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I feel like I miss everything.

Not in an emotional sense, like I miss my family. Not in a cranial intelligence sense like I dont understand math. But I feel like I wake up everyday, and something is gone. Something has passed, already happened, and I have missed it in my sleep.

I missed Warped. I missed Colins party. I missed countless job interviews for...
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jonnytrrrash7:
yeah babe, maybe i can visit albaquirky sometime, my dad lives in AZ so i can do the 2 birds with one song thing.....and we can bond over cheezy musicals!!!
jonnytrrrash7:
happy 4th of juyl!

Monday Jun 28, 2004

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I think I trained my cat. By accident, of course, and I trained him to have bad habits.

Whenever I am home, and in my room, he eats my plants. I love my plants, and mostly they are unharmed and healthy. But when I am here, the cat is playing in the plants. I then yell at him, grab him and hold him on my...
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molonel:
It was very nice. It was a birthday present to myself, and I just did it on the spur of the moment.

You've been to a Denny's before, right?
vivadeath:
Like the new pic. Been up to anything fun lately?
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