Cried lots today. Went to the viewing of a friend from high school who committed suicide. Very sad. His funeral is tomorrow.
Its so sad, the world eats nice people alive and leaves only cynical bastards. Like roaches. Cynics are stubborn and incorrigable and will never die. And I believe in that caste system as it were. I dont know if it is worse to...
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Its so sad, the world eats nice people alive and leaves only cynical bastards. Like roaches. Cynics are stubborn and incorrigable and will never die. And I believe in that caste system as it were. I dont know if it is worse to...
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My neighbor rocks. He is one person who I really really can listen and talk to, and know that I am getting a real answer. He told me to stop doing things that hurt me, and even if he didnt have great reasons or some amazing story, I listened. I heard.
I want to be like that someday. I want what I say to mean...
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I want to be like that someday. I want what I say to mean...
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molonel:
Ha! Some kind of stalker YOU are! Promising to leave me a message, and then NOT.
Hmph. I say again: Hmph.
Hmph. I say again: Hmph.
molonel:
Oh, and ...
The feeling alone doesn't ever really go away. Sometimes you numb it with love. But then it comes back.
And yes, this is the booze talking.
The feeling alone doesn't ever really go away. Sometimes you numb it with love. But then it comes back.
And yes, this is the booze talking.
I cant do this anymore.
But I dont know what this is.
Something bad is coming I can feel it. I just wish I knew what it was, and that I could stop it.
But I dont know what this is.
Something bad is coming I can feel it. I just wish I knew what it was, and that I could stop it.
Slightly conflicted. I cant decide what I need/want to do with anything. I have time for school, so should I get a loan and register? Should I just work hard at real job? Should I take this opportunity at being completly disconnected and move home? Or just visit home, and see how it goes, and then decide? But that takes money.
I still feel mostly...
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I still feel mostly...
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jonnytrrrash7:
that's a tough one......just sleep on it a little longer.......yay for mclusky and cole porter! i love ella fitzgerald's cole porter songbook-her voice and the sophisticated songwriting were/are a match made in heaven! 
Im in a really really good place. Happy and content overall. I had a great night last night, being stupid with my friends, eating pigs in a blanket and ants on a log (or canoe ) and rolling around on the floor like an idiot. I had a chance to get out of my normal thought processes and it really made me realise that things...
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jonnytrrrash7:
glad to see yr in a good space, kiddo....keep it up!!!
rorschach:
Haha, that's a great idea for a handle name 
Went to baseball yesterday. Training at AOL. Lonely.
tinyelvis:
Work a venue. Minnesota Fringe is one of the biggest in the Nation. 144 shows. 24 venues. pretty fun.
This year, I'm just a tech. I've produced about five shows at the fringe b4 tho.
How you been?
e
This year, I'm just a tech. I've produced about five shows at the fringe b4 tho.
How you been?
e
tinyelvis:
Thats just the tip of the iceberg.
I've been working full time at the Guthrie Theater as an elec. I'm in the middle of a design of a show we did at the Penumbra theatre last Oct. We are remounting it at a nationa touring house. Triple the lights and more headache. Should be fun designing at the Orway Center tho. The show is called Dinah Was. A great musical. Half play and half musical. I'm not a musical guy tho, so I'm happy. Great blues music too.
AOL? Damn, things tuff. All I will say is, stick with the dream. It will be tuff, but it WILL come also. I've had to make some changes, but for the good. You might have to move to a more theatre driven town like Chicago/New York/Seattle/Twin Cities/L.A. (sorta).
Well, good luck to ya
Talk to ya later,
TinyE
if you ever want to talk about the business, we could talk in more detail.
I've been working full time at the Guthrie Theater as an elec. I'm in the middle of a design of a show we did at the Penumbra theatre last Oct. We are remounting it at a nationa touring house. Triple the lights and more headache. Should be fun designing at the Orway Center tho. The show is called Dinah Was. A great musical. Half play and half musical. I'm not a musical guy tho, so I'm happy. Great blues music too.
AOL? Damn, things tuff. All I will say is, stick with the dream. It will be tuff, but it WILL come also. I've had to make some changes, but for the good. You might have to move to a more theatre driven town like Chicago/New York/Seattle/Twin Cities/L.A. (sorta).
Well, good luck to ya
Talk to ya later,
TinyE
if you ever want to talk about the business, we could talk in more detail.
So I officially work for AOL now.
I went to the first day of training today, got bombarded with a bunch of corporate feel good bull-crap, got a AOL mug, and a free cereal bar. Yea.
There is something in the work agreement thing I signed though which said you cant talk about AOL as an employee on 'any open browser.' Not suer what that...
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I went to the first day of training today, got bombarded with a bunch of corporate feel good bull-crap, got a AOL mug, and a free cereal bar. Yea.
There is something in the work agreement thing I signed though which said you cant talk about AOL as an employee on 'any open browser.' Not suer what that...
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elscorcho:
Your name makes me crave starting a hit sitcom, and winning an emmy! 
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vivadeath:
AOL is teh devil. Don't say I didn't warn you. 
What a mess.
Banking is hard. For some reason my bank erroneously charged me a $21 overdraft fee, when my account was nowhere near overdraft in the first place. But then, I bought gas and stuff from walmart, thinking I had money. That same day, my SG charge went through (which I had forgotten about), and I really did go into overdraft. Then, my bank...
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Banking is hard. For some reason my bank erroneously charged me a $21 overdraft fee, when my account was nowhere near overdraft in the first place. But then, I bought gas and stuff from walmart, thinking I had money. That same day, my SG charge went through (which I had forgotten about), and I really did go into overdraft. Then, my bank...
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molonel:
Oh. And I'm back from Death Valley.
molonel:
And it was cool.
Fuck caring. Apathy is power.
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evillynn:
You know...caring is also pain...Why the fuck should we care if it's gonna cause us to lose sleep? What the fuck good is pain to us?
PS added you back =)
[Edited on Jul 30, 2004 11:08PM]
PS added you back =)
[Edited on Jul 30, 2004 11:08PM]
jonnytrrrash7:
yup...sometimes you can care too much......sorry your good friends are leaving you....wait, it sounds like they cared about you......
The chapter has been revealed.
My best friend, since the first day of 6th grade, is leaving for college in about 18 hours. Her family is moving too, which means that she will not be coming anywhere near here again for a very long time. I dont see her that often; we rarely talk online anymore... its just the realization that the one person who...
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My best friend, since the first day of 6th grade, is leaving for college in about 18 hours. Her family is moving too, which means that she will not be coming anywhere near here again for a very long time. I dont see her that often; we rarely talk online anymore... its just the realization that the one person who...
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