emmy_mayhem

Cried lots today. Went to the viewing of a friend from high school who committed suicide. Very sad. His funeral is tomorrow.

Its so sad, the world eats nice people alive and leaves only cynical bastards. Like roaches. Cynics are stubborn and incorrigable and will never die. And I believe in that caste system as it were. I dont know if it is worse to think that way, or to feel like a traitor to my beliefs when I am sad that someone has died.

Because, I am sad.

My truth is proven wrong.