My neighbor rocks. He is one person who I really really can listen and talk to, and know that I am getting a real answer. He told me to stop doing things that hurt me, and even if he didnt have great reasons or some amazing story, I listened. I heard.
I want to be like that someday. I want what I say to mean something, to someone.
Ben, you are amazing. Thank you for putting up with me for the past 4 years, through being a kid and now being a more grown up kid. I really respect you. (and this isnt just the booze talking, I promise)
I had a good time tonight. E looked amazing at the rock org show. I saw a good movie. I partied with good friends. But for some reason I still feel completely alone.
I want to be like that someday. I want what I say to mean something, to someone.
Ben, you are amazing. Thank you for putting up with me for the past 4 years, through being a kid and now being a more grown up kid. I really respect you. (and this isnt just the booze talking, I promise)
I had a good time tonight. E looked amazing at the rock org show. I saw a good movie. I partied with good friends. But for some reason I still feel completely alone.
Hmph. I say again: Hmph.
The feeling alone doesn't ever really go away. Sometimes you numb it with love. But then it comes back.
And yes, this is the booze talking.