Im in a really really good place. Happy and content overall. I had a great night last night, being stupid with my friends, eating pigs in a blanket and ants on a log (or canoe 
) and rolling around on the floor like an idiot. I had a chance to get out of my normal thought processes and it really made me realise that things arent that bad. Sure, Im not following the dream and working in theatre or going to school. Sure, Im a little bit lonely. But, I have a job, I will have a good amount of income. I have good friends. Wait.
I have GREAT friends. I love you guys so much. Thank you thank you thank you. I owe you lots of foot rubs or something.
So, all in all, I have nothing to complain about. I am very happy. The dream will come. Like Eric said, if you want it later it will still be there, and Im not worried that I will forget and not come back for it. Theatre will always be there, my passion will always be there, and its just a matter of time until I can get back on that path. In the mean time, a 'real' job and a little bit of money cant hurt.
Im just so thankful for everything. I havent spoiled my opportunities. There is so much good to come also, the only way from here is up. Ive caught my footing. Every little thing is gonna be alright.
) and rolling around on the floor like an idiot. I had a chance to get out of my normal thought processes and it really made me realise that things arent that bad. Sure, Im not following the dream and working in theatre or going to school. Sure, Im a little bit lonely. But, I have a job, I will have a good amount of income. I have good friends. Wait.
I have GREAT friends. I love you guys so much. Thank you thank you thank you. I owe you lots of foot rubs or something.
So, all in all, I have nothing to complain about. I am very happy. The dream will come. Like Eric said, if you want it later it will still be there, and Im not worried that I will forget and not come back for it. Theatre will always be there, my passion will always be there, and its just a matter of time until I can get back on that path. In the mean time, a 'real' job and a little bit of money cant hurt.
Im just so thankful for everything. I havent spoiled my opportunities. There is so much good to come also, the only way from here is up. Ive caught my footing. Every little thing is gonna be alright.
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jonnytrrrash7:
glad to see yr in a good space, kiddo....keep it up!!!
rorschach:
Haha, that's a great idea for a handle name 