emmy_mayhem

Im so lame. The lamest of the lame. And I wonder why I dont date or have people interested in me...there should be no question in anyones mind especially mine. Ive been trying to trick myself, to make myself see opposite and to pretend that people find me attractive. They dont. They never did. It was a game in my head and finally it caught up with me.

I spend too much time with beautiful women and the men who love them.

I need to go be the ugly duckling somewhere else for awhile...