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emmy_mayhem

albucracky, born and raised

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Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

Apr 28, 2004
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Like, Whoa...

Some people continue to amaze me. There are lots of people in my past who I never valued as more than a pretty face (or pretty...ughm...yea...), or cared enough about to be honest with. And now, one of the people who fell into this catagory before is helping me learn BIG DEAL LIFE LESSONS. I blinked and suddenly everything changed. My paradigm has shifted. And I feel like an idiot for my actions in the past.

What is going on? Am I finally growing up? Are the people around me growing up? Did I miss the memo stating 'lets all treat each other as adults.'? Because a change has come, and BOY am I thankful.

Im thankful that Ive been given 2 and 3 and 4 chances, when I should have gotten my ass beaten on the first round.
Im thankful that I am getting another chance to listen to the people around me.
Im thankful that people trust me enough to be honest, and I trust them enough to be respectful.



Im thankful that even though I didnt value you in the first place, you are still here letting me learn and make mistakes, and then helping me pick up the pieces to start again.

Thank you, E.
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visible13:
Heya, Just passin through. I used to live in Burque smile
Apr 28, 2004
vivadeath:
Mistakes are worth it if you learn from them.
I think Im back for good this time.
wink
Apr 29, 2004

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