So the house is up for sale... I'm relieved that everything is moving but I'll definatley be sad to leave this house. For the most part, we were happy here, i remember the day we moved in, we laid on the floor of the front room and i just remember us being so happy and looking to the future. This is the forst time i have thought of that moment and not cried though so that's a good sign!
Right at this moment I am going through eveything I own and sorting into piles...
-keep to use for the next couple of months
-keep and box up
-bin
-sell
-charity
It is horrible. Although dividing the DVD collection wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, i thought that would be really traumatic! I will just have to go on a play.com buying spree to top my collection up again thats all
Harleen, her boy and our freind Craig are all moving into a big appartment in a couple of weeks. The appartment underneath them is owned by the same guy and that place will be available in a couple of months. If everything works out I'm hoping to move in there providing I can find someone to live with!
I do seem to be coping incredibly well with all this much to my own amazment. I thought if anything like this ever happened I'd be a complete mess! Well I have been a bit of mess on a few sporadic days, but in general, I think I'm doing OK with the whole 'end of a 5 and a half relationship' thing.
I think it does help that I have ace friends and a very cute distraction by the name of James
hehe. Although I did text him under the influence last night, but instead of getting scared he seemed to just find me amusing, which is good! I think i should have my phone confiscated from me after 3 drinks for my own good!
Went to a friends wedding yesterday, I found the church bit hard, the whole promising to love and cherish eachother forever shite is something I don't think i'll ever be able to trust someone to do, if you get married, you give yourself whole to someone else and to leave yourself open like that can only end in misery. Well that's my opinion at the moment anyway, disilliusioned much?!? The night do was good anyway, My friend Gary and I just danced our asses off to the likes of Rancid, Meatloaf and Journey, yes, we did have the flor to ourselves for most of the night, it was ace
Right i'm off for a cheese and pickle sarnie!
xox
Right at this moment I am going through eveything I own and sorting into piles...
-keep to use for the next couple of months
-keep and box up
-bin
-sell
-charity
It is horrible. Although dividing the DVD collection wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, i thought that would be really traumatic! I will just have to go on a play.com buying spree to top my collection up again thats all
Harleen, her boy and our freind Craig are all moving into a big appartment in a couple of weeks. The appartment underneath them is owned by the same guy and that place will be available in a couple of months. If everything works out I'm hoping to move in there providing I can find someone to live with!
I do seem to be coping incredibly well with all this much to my own amazment. I thought if anything like this ever happened I'd be a complete mess! Well I have been a bit of mess on a few sporadic days, but in general, I think I'm doing OK with the whole 'end of a 5 and a half relationship' thing.
I think it does help that I have ace friends and a very cute distraction by the name of James
hehe. Although I did text him under the influence last night, but instead of getting scared he seemed to just find me amusing, which is good! I think i should have my phone confiscated from me after 3 drinks for my own good!
Went to a friends wedding yesterday, I found the church bit hard, the whole promising to love and cherish eachother forever shite is something I don't think i'll ever be able to trust someone to do, if you get married, you give yourself whole to someone else and to leave yourself open like that can only end in misery. Well that's my opinion at the moment anyway, disilliusioned much?!? The night do was good anyway, My friend Gary and I just danced our asses off to the likes of Rancid, Meatloaf and Journey, yes, we did have the flor to ourselves for most of the night, it was ace
Right i'm off for a cheese and pickle sarnie!
xox
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Still proving a good distraction then? Grand.