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Friday Jun 03, 2005

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Today i had in-processing at the hospital. I had to get some blood work done, so I wasn't supposed to eat anything the night before or this morning. So right as she was taking the syringe full of blood out of my arm, I fucking passed the hell out. Then I threw up in my mouth, then the trash, and later on in the toliet.

I can get tattoos, I can get piercings, but I can't handle a little blood being drawn. My mom was pissed because she didn't want to come in and had errands to run, but she had to come get me and escort me out because they wouldn't let me leave.

While I'm laying there, there is a fucking BABY bawling like someone is taking a knife to it's skin and just sawing away. I wanted to yell at that damn baby!!! I have honestly never heard a more annoying noise in my whole life. This is not just a baby crying, this is a baby making noises like it would if someone were killing it, literally. It was so disturbing to listen to.


So, there is a toddler in there too, maybe he is like 3 or 4, and HE starts crying (FOR NO FUCKING REASON! the kid is just walking around and crying because the other kid is crying and it's annoying.)

I got up from laying down and I looked at him and I swear I wiped that damn crying face right off him with my own look. It is funny now that I think about it, but maybe a little mean at the time. I felt like shit though, and said I felt better so I could leave, but they wouldn't let me. And then my mom was all pissed off at me. She made me cry while I was there too because she was being mean and I already felt like crap.

When they were trying to bring me back after I blacked out, I remember not wanting to. I just wanted them to leave me the hell alone. They were massaging my throat, dumped cold water down my shirt and put a cold and wet paper towel on my forhead. I have done this quite a bit in the past, but I have never remembered having the feeling of just wanting to be left alone.


So it rained again, and I didn't have to lifeguard today (the 5th day in a row I haven't had to work b/c of the weather.) So instead I came home around 12:30 and slept until 5. I feel SOOOOOO much better. It's nice to be back to normal again.
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xador:
The happiest hospital on earth!!
Jun 4, 2005
someoneuk:
Eeks! Well glad you're OK now.

That hospital sounds bad...

Jun 4, 2005

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