emma35

oh god


first off i hit a pole and now there's a nice little dent and red paint on my civic.

I am taking night classes mon-thur next semester (FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK) because I waited an hour after I could have enrolled to do it and the other classes filled up.

I thought this summer class I am gonna take in SC would count for 4 hrs of physiology but it might only count for half of my physiology requirement and half of my anatomy requirement at OU, and if that is the case then there is NO fucking point in taking it because I'll have to get the other halfs back by taking the full course.... which would put me behind and I wouldn't be able to go to nursing school NEXT fall unless I stay here for the summer (Which I don't fucking want to do) or if the lady emails me back and says it will count for the full four. Hopefully.

I fucked something up online and I can't self nominate for the lifeguarding position at shaw afb, because I deleted it and I was gonna re-apply for it because I thought they might have received my OLD resume and I wanted them to get the new one. but now it won't let me apply.

I know things happen for a reason but I want to go hang myself anyway.


i dunno what to do about any of this. I just wish for once that things would get better and stay that way.

I DID get to sleep in today because it rained-so I didn't have to go rowing.

Oh, and with my current schedule for the fall I'm probably not going to want to row at all. AND I am not going to be able to lifeguard at the Y anymore because of the night classes...I can't do night shifts and then morning shifts the next day so there is no way I'll do the morning shifts with night classes the night before.

So NOW I need to find a new job. but that will be hard since I have 8:30 am class and 6 pm class on the same day. Most CNA shifts are 8 hours.

fuck!

i'm gonna go watch some redvsblue now because I think that's the only thing that could cheer me up...

redvsblue.com