There's no denying it.....I was a cute kid.
It's winter here......
I've almost devoured the whole lot of potter books. Tommorow my grandmother and my sister will fly back to Oklahoma, and I'll be happy because I'll have my room all to myself once again. I'm hoping we can go to d.c. but no arrangements have been made so far. I shouldn't get my hopes up! but it would be nice! A new hair cut, some more new clothes, and a few more mochas and I'll be closer to....something I'd like to say closely resembles happiness. How sad that my happiness can be bought by a few material goods. Or is it?
Life....it's getting scary now.....I'll be applying for nursing school next fall. So much to look forward to, and so much to get my hopes up for. so much......tension. and it's only beginning to dawn on me. The crazy thing is, after having this break, I feel up for anything. Which is exactly what I wanted, because for far too long I just felt that there was no end to the nursing school pre-requisites, and that I was just wasting my time at a school filled with people I hardly identify with. Learning things.....but useful things? I don't know. I think the most useful things I have learned have been outside the classroom....just from me growing up and trying to figure out who I am.
well goodnight.
It's winter here......
I've almost devoured the whole lot of potter books. Tommorow my grandmother and my sister will fly back to Oklahoma, and I'll be happy because I'll have my room all to myself once again. I'm hoping we can go to d.c. but no arrangements have been made so far. I shouldn't get my hopes up! but it would be nice! A new hair cut, some more new clothes, and a few more mochas and I'll be closer to....something I'd like to say closely resembles happiness. How sad that my happiness can be bought by a few material goods. Or is it?
Life....it's getting scary now.....I'll be applying for nursing school next fall. So much to look forward to, and so much to get my hopes up for. so much......tension. and it's only beginning to dawn on me. The crazy thing is, after having this break, I feel up for anything. Which is exactly what I wanted, because for far too long I just felt that there was no end to the nursing school pre-requisites, and that I was just wasting my time at a school filled with people I hardly identify with. Learning things.....but useful things? I don't know. I think the most useful things I have learned have been outside the classroom....just from me growing up and trying to figure out who I am.
well goodnight.
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i'm excited about the coming school year, not this term, but the fall because that means i'm going to be back in a real school again. which is happy in itself.
we just had our first big snowfall... it's nice to see the white world of snowy land. i like your pictures.
as for being bought by material things, just read my last xanga entry. it's all about that. i'm very happy and materialistic. i'm just fine with that too.
Muah!megs
wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. winter sucks.