emma35

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I've spent a lot of time recently reflecting on my feelings and the actions of others. i feel estranged from my father, and other people that seem to lash out for no apparent reason, or inject insulting comments between bites of pancake. I know there are reasons for grumpiness. We all get grumpy. But when it crosses the line and just becomes pure meanness I just don't understand it. It's not just towards me, I'm not trying to say Oh poor me I'm the victim. Because in fact, this behavior doesn't only affect me, it affects everyone around the person(s) in question.

I think people get so caught up in the daily routine of things and the same problems that frequently arrise, that they forget to think about the important things in life.


I guess I've just realized, and laugh at me because this is something we all probably think, that I don't want to become one of those grumpy old people that generally disregard any good news and skip directly to dwelling on anything remotely negative.











And to the person who keeps me in good spirits despite circumstances.....

I'm missing your bed, the comfort of being in your arms, and laying in the 'nook.' I love you!