bang 
three fucking hours of work down the drain because the film wouldn't roll up properly and it broke and then I opened it because I thought it was properly rolled up and bam there is half of it on the other side.
this kind of stuff is just dragging me down. I wish I could be happier but everything seems to be going crappy lately.
I will get my camera some time this week which will be GREAT because I can't afford to not have one.....random needs his camera for all HIS photo classes, and I think it's more important since I just need this class for an art form credit, and it is his actual major. I could rant for like five pages about how fucking bonkers I am lately. I may appear calm on the outside but I am screaming and ranting on the inside.
My parents are in oklahoma and I get to see my mother this wednesday. My dad is going to stay with his mom because her husband passed away last week. It was such an informal service.....the memorial was at their house. I got to see some of my extended family, and friends...and my immediate family which was nice. My sister, who also lives in Norman, came up there with me....
On our way back we ended up in bum fuck egypt (mcalester oklahoma) to be exact. which added about two/two and a half hours to our trip back that afternoon. don't ask me how that happened...
So I dunno what I'm gonna do now about my photo project because I just fucked it all up....it's like I am not meant to succeed on this assignment if you think about it. Epperson photo is closed because it is labor day so its not even like I could fuckin get it developed into slides today anyway...I was gonna have to skip chemistry class tommorow to get it done, but now I am not so sure what I will do. I could shoot another roll tonight but it is already starting to not be as bright outside and I don't want to do all that work for the THIRD fucking time.
fucking school.
I need some stress relief, but it seems like when I need it the most I can't get it.
our 3 year anniversary is next weekend. wow thats crazy huh i love him so much
i'm going to die from stress
three fucking hours of work down the drain because the film wouldn't roll up properly and it broke and then I opened it because I thought it was properly rolled up and bam there is half of it on the other side.
this kind of stuff is just dragging me down. I wish I could be happier but everything seems to be going crappy lately.
I will get my camera some time this week which will be GREAT because I can't afford to not have one.....random needs his camera for all HIS photo classes, and I think it's more important since I just need this class for an art form credit, and it is his actual major. I could rant for like five pages about how fucking bonkers I am lately. I may appear calm on the outside but I am screaming and ranting on the inside.
My parents are in oklahoma and I get to see my mother this wednesday. My dad is going to stay with his mom because her husband passed away last week. It was such an informal service.....the memorial was at their house. I got to see some of my extended family, and friends...and my immediate family which was nice. My sister, who also lives in Norman, came up there with me....
On our way back we ended up in bum fuck egypt (mcalester oklahoma) to be exact. which added about two/two and a half hours to our trip back that afternoon. don't ask me how that happened...
So I dunno what I'm gonna do now about my photo project because I just fucked it all up....it's like I am not meant to succeed on this assignment if you think about it. Epperson photo is closed because it is labor day so its not even like I could fuckin get it developed into slides today anyway...I was gonna have to skip chemistry class tommorow to get it done, but now I am not so sure what I will do. I could shoot another roll tonight but it is already starting to not be as bright outside and I don't want to do all that work for the THIRD fucking time.
fucking school.
I need some stress relief, but it seems like when I need it the most I can't get it.
our 3 year anniversary is next weekend. wow thats crazy huh i love him so much
i'm going to die from stress
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three years seems like an eternity in my head. i guess the moving every three years, or something, three years... chickens. i don't even talk to most people i know three years ago.
thinking of people i don't talk to, have you heard from jenni? she dead? or worse, preggers? i still love that girl to pieces... meah. *spins in circles*