emma35

depression medications suck. don't become another person that is defined by their prescriptions. we always said we wouldn't medicate, i'll come beat you in the head

you should get away, and shake the funk. i was in a huge icky pangy-ness funk in cali and part of when i first got back. seeing old friends is always good. good ones; and not destructive ones. yes. something like that. i'd call ya if i had a noncell phone number moo.

took out my nipple barbell today. so now there is no longer the ability to "suck my left one" sad.

I used to, well kind do tend to be depressed for the same kind of reasons. But for some reason it has never really bothered me. I guess at times it feels that my mind is filled with just pure chaos I havent a clue what to do with myself and Im not the type of person to vent my problems on other people so I just end up becoming a loner for a while. I think at some point most people have trouble relating to others, fuck I know I do more the most. But I find that the small amount of people that I can relate to in the human population makes it wroth the hardship.


and your microwave is a bit dirty.

hmm well you're in college or university right? do you get the feeling that your college or university friends will not keep in touch after classes end. Although maybe Im a special case for this because I live far away from the campus and return home when its done. But yeah thats why I say lots of aquaintances since it seems to be friendships of conveinence more than anything.

No anti-depressants, to much drinking maybe. I think you're right about a change in taste though.

I'm happy for you!!!!!Sharing a bathroom sucks ass me and my cat are the onlyones sharing my bathroom now such good times!!

awesome!

i wish i could eat some of those damn cookies!

really. if not; then at least go visit

dude, you wanted bush?

ewwwwww.......you are mean.

mmmmmmm i love that dead poetic cd.

holy crap, glad you're moving out of that shithole. you should leave some sort of gift for those shitty neighbors when you leave. but more original than a flaming bag of poo.

dirty old men get away with whatever they want because...

shit, i don't know.

take care, emily!!!

^^^^A flaming bag of SHIT!

it'll get better lady

hey babe!

i know! it seems like it's all flown by super quick for me too!!! lol!

you need a nice, quiet place to yourself! try a nursing home, hehehe.

no...but...you need to find a nice, quiet place to live. those neighbors sounded like BITCHES.

I'm sorry about your neighbors so i will rewrite the ending of your story...Her friend told me not to come over and start cursing at them because she hadnt done anything and she was being quiet. I told her I could hear every fucking word you guys are saying and I have EARPLUGS in. Then her friend hit me with a pillow.The pillow fight lasted and hour and we became close..really close....Um the end

I wish you luck on the apartment front Hope you find a great one!

Awww I think it looks good!

And fuck the stupid neighbors!! hehhe

Pilates WHOOOOO HOOOOO I love em!

We will be moving at the end of Nov. so we must all get togther soon

hey, your back. yay!

i'm glad you had a really good weekend. i bet you miss your family since they live so damn far away now. i hope you see them a lot, though.

have a good week at school. update more often! it's nice to see how your life's going.

Sorry About the lack of a break that doth sucketh thine big one umm yeah..sooo...Your fearsome Grinning knee meanies will definatly have an effect on the opposing team...I can see the screaming now!!!!and hear the internal fear....ok im gone

Dont quit. You are better than that. Hang on, you will be glad you did. Really, you will.