emma35

i'd just like to say that watching denzel washington get a a blow job in a movie in front of my grandmother, dad and sister is not what I had in mind when my dad said 'HEY! Let's all watch a movie!'

Earlier I was trying to write a new entry in between black out flashes from this pc monitor. I'm in South Carolina in "my" room here at my parents house. Interestingly enough, I'm missing my bed...my room...my boyfriend.....
and it's this huge culture shock.....it's so sad.


I found it odd that a old white man and a young black couple were dining together today at...
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On my life I'll try today
Theres so much
I've felt I should say, but
Even if your heart would listen
Doubt I could explain

-jimmy eat world




Turns out I have internet access in my room here. I've been thinking a lot lately about my relationship with my boyfriend and how much I need to get my head straight. I haven't taken too much...
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I am taking a little break from studying. Two finals tommorow. It's very important that I do well. This might be the last time I am on here for a while. I'm going home for the christmas break. Three weeks and a few days in the great state of South Carolina.

I'm excited. I'm taking my rebel and a digital camera. I can't wait to...
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i got myself the biggest sweethawrt there is.





and now, three hours or so later........
I know that I need this vacation but I feel so poopy today. my head is throbbing and its cold and i'm alone. my sister can't even bother to put my dishes up with hers.....they just got set on the dining room table....like they don't belong here. I don't belong...
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goddamn the rain. i think i'm going to do some pilates and then rest for about six hours before my blaring alarm clock jolts me out of bed for the opening shift at the ymca. and then I think I'll go to class for about five hours straight and then come home and pass out.


it will be too dark to go running by the...
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So i moved into a duplex and I have a real bed now.

life is good.

i smell like cigarettes. I took a shower though. (it's my new donnas shirt!) Probably should wash it, but its so cool I have to wear it today. their hair is fuzzy. i know you might want to, but no touching my boobs...get your own donnas tshirt to feel up on!

WHoa there were lots of creepy fucking old guys at the show. scaryness. Lots...
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hold on