hello. I know my absence has been noted and I feel like Iāve gained some insight and perspective on this healing journey and I wanted to give an update.
I genuinely regret all the blogs I donāt get to and everything I donāt respond to. All the times Iām away from this community.
I always used to think one day Iād get to the heart of things here and be consistent and active all the time. But I have realised I will always have silences and absences because of the nature of the mental illness Iām dealing with.
I realised my definition of recovery needs to change too. It doesnāt mean āanything is possibleā , it means āI am managing my mental health as best I canā.
I have a fundamental optimism about life now. I want to be here. And I have accepted myself and gained a new mindset.
But some things are just the way they are.
So I really am sorry for your blogs that I missed, and how long you wait for my replies or responses. Iām sorry for my lack of contribution.
But just like the silences, there will always be active times. And I will always love my friends here.
@dicentra @doncella @fredhincanada @h3xl3a @headshot @katss @leighgabriel @mordvekna @richsquared @roxylove @sheashannara @skisby @sorcerer333 @spirit @thanatoz @wolfwood1203 ā¦ and everyone else who has been so kind and friendly.
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