emilyisasecret

It's been a while.

I have completely decided to cut out everything wrong in my life. I told myself I would start following my own advice, so I'm doing it.

I'm moving out... (finally right?)

I havent moved out yet because both of my parents are very sick, and for a long long long time... I have been taking care of them. It is tearing me down as a person.

I sold my camera... not because its wrong.. or negative.. I just need a new camera...

Conveniently when I was going to by my camera, my cars alternator decided to take a shit and so did the pulley.

Alls well right? because my best friend lent me her camera...

that is untill her and I "broke up".... for realz... we stopped being friends.



I know what you're thinking...

woah woah woah... what is going on?!

I'm growing up.

Thats what it is...

So ive been taking care of my whole family... literally... since I was 8.

I know, you think I'm exaggerating... I assure you, I'm not.

I'm exhausted of it all.. I'm exhausted of the addiction.. I'm exhausted of the favoritism... I'm exhausted of lack of appreciation.

I'm tired of feeling like they "might" be the reason I'm stuck.