emilyisasecret

It gets harder...



dealing with the loneliness at night is so hard for me. I had gotten so used to feeling safe..

My best friend has... disappeared and shes really the only person I ever had to talk about this shit with...

ive resulted to writting in this blog and texting a personal friend who is also his friend.

They say that he will come back.. but I know he wont... they never do... and if they do its too late...


People also say that if it was meant to be then it will happen... but thats such bull shit..

like thats not what I want to hear... what I want to do is drive to his house and pour my heart out... beg even...

but I know first hand what that does to people.. and it usually pushes them farther away...

I miss you... so much,