emily

I had a really bad day at work.......I was even fucking crying at work......and when I got home.... I called Erik......He was being such an asshole.....I didnt even do anything at all.....He told me I should have never called him...and all kinds of mean shit.....He said that he was sick of me bitching about work....I wasnt even bitching ...I was just going to tell him what happend....So this whloe day has been bad.....and it really sux that hes my only friend I have here.....Cant talk to anybody...

He said that he just wants to be alone,and doesnt want anybody around him today......

I'm sorry but I cant deal with that kind of shit.....He called to say that he was sorry.......but the truth is....this isnt the first time this has happend.....I don't know whats wrong with him....He gets over it the next day.......but he doesnt have to be an ass to me......I've been there for him for everything.....I mean it...I've always been there....and I just needed someone to be there for me today......

He doesnt even know what happend at work today...I just needed someone to be there for me......