emily

Sorry I didnt update me lame ass journal yesterday...but I umm..went a little crazy on Thursday...Yeah I got really drunk...Thought I would clean my house,only to fuck it all up later...I had my music up really loud,and somehow that music made me really evil...I threw my phone stand aross the room...Riped out the phones...Threw a knife into the wall,and other things...Cut my arm up....Walked outside...Didnt really know WHERE I was going...And I was wearing big shoes(the ones in my last set) So I took thoes off...walked around with no shoes on...(NOT a good idea) Asked myself.."Where in the fuck are you going?!!?" and came back home...Picked up my house again.....Couldnt get the phone to work...took me an hr to fix it,I was siting on the floor laughing,and talking to myself...man I got WAY too drunk...then made some art....and passed out.So yeah,things are not going too well..

ps.I'm not crazy...Just really mad..