Sunday Feb 02, 2003

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Man....My head hurts so fucking bad....Erik is being all crazy,and hateful...I have nothing to do tonight..I should call Chloe..I didnt do a set...I don't even know if my mom has the cam,or not...I forgot to ask her again...Today I went a little crazy..So I had to get out of my house...I almost fucked up my house I was so mad....I get that way sometimes..esp..if things don't go right...I know that everything wont go right ALL the time...but FuCk!! I wish I could just sleep away my life.I don't know..Things HAVE to get better soon...right....? Man I hope so...I cant wait to get my ass out of here...Just need that good paying job so I CAN get my ass out of here...

Ran into my ex today(not the crazy ex)...Kris is his name..I guess things are ok with us now...But still...don't really like being around him for too long.....I need to find SOMETHING to do tonight,or I'll just go crazy...This town can suck my big fat cock...as can the fuckers that live here.

I need to find a guy who cares more about me,than drugs.....Yeah right!Like that'll ever happen tongue I need to find a guy who WANTS to spend time with me...

In other news.....*eMiLy saw the light...and she wasn't impressed..*
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allonblack:
Listen to metal in the dark and drink vodka. That usually turns the brain off enough to help you forget about the opposite sex or a shitty town.
nikolai:
Why oh why would a guy be more interested in drugs than you?

I'm the same, I'd love to find a girl who'd LET me care about her. Apprently, you have to be an absolute fuck to be able to get any kind of girl to wanna go out with you.

It'll get better! We have to tell ourselves that! Even if we don't believe it, it has to be true....

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