Hmmm..I go back to work tonight...Strange that I'm happy about that...I guess I'm happy to go back to work because I have no life....
I smell like a baby...Not a poopy baby...But you know ..that baby smell....I don't even know why...Well there was a baby over here 2 days ago...Maybe that's it...eh....
Other than that...I've been doing nothing at all...Found out some more shit about Erik... an old friend called me...Told me stuff that Erik told HIM while he,and I were still together....He didnt really love me,and he was just using me till we moved out of state,then he was gonna leave me to go live with Jennifer..that girl he's been in love with for like...4 years...blah,blah,blah....And he never quit doing drugs...So he lied about that too....But I'm to the point where I don't fucking care anymore...I'm sick of all of it...He'll just keep doing what he's doing,and he'll end up dead...Just like he's always wanted....Drugs will do that to you....He says that he's NOT doing them...But you know what??? I don't really care...Do what you want ....Kill yourself......He's not part of my life anymore...I don't care what happens...I need to just forget about him,and move the fuck on...I'm sure there's life for me in Portland...I mean come on almost all of my friends are there,and that's all that I need...Good friends. Chloe has never fucked me over....Some of my other "friends" have..Chloe never has....
I smell like a baby...Not a poopy baby...But you know ..that baby smell....I don't even know why...Well there was a baby over here 2 days ago...Maybe that's it...eh....
Other than that...I've been doing nothing at all...Found out some more shit about Erik... an old friend called me...Told me stuff that Erik told HIM while he,and I were still together....He didnt really love me,and he was just using me till we moved out of state,then he was gonna leave me to go live with Jennifer..that girl he's been in love with for like...4 years...blah,blah,blah....And he never quit doing drugs...So he lied about that too....But I'm to the point where I don't fucking care anymore...I'm sick of all of it...He'll just keep doing what he's doing,and he'll end up dead...Just like he's always wanted....Drugs will do that to you....He says that he's NOT doing them...But you know what??? I don't really care...Do what you want ....Kill yourself......He's not part of my life anymore...I don't care what happens...I need to just forget about him,and move the fuck on...I'm sure there's life for me in Portland...I mean come on almost all of my friends are there,and that's all that I need...Good friends. Chloe has never fucked me over....Some of my other "friends" have..Chloe never has....
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looking forward to hopefuly meeting you when you move down here and good luck on the mmove and be safe..k?