I'm in San Diego. Yay! I'm in the middle of my west coast extravaganza,which includes Phoenix (Sept. 3-7), San Diego (7-11), Portland (11-15), and then one last day in Phoenix (16..my birthday!) and then back to Ohio on the 17th. I definitely need this time to clear my head and get healthy, because I've been depressed and feeling like crap. I'm having an awesome time...
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onesandzeros:
Awww next time you leave Ohio for someplace cool and sunny take me with you!
otoki:
I sent you the questionnaire a while back. Check your PM
Man....
I don't know what to say, do, think. I just don't know.
My best friend, Elaine, was found dead in her apartment yesterday. She took her own life.
She texted me last Monday, saying that she would be out of town for a couple days to try to clear her head, and that her phone would be off. She said not to worry.
A...
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I don't know what to say, do, think. I just don't know.
My best friend, Elaine, was found dead in her apartment yesterday. She took her own life.
She texted me last Monday, saying that she would be out of town for a couple days to try to clear her head, and that her phone would be off. She said not to worry.
A...
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soix:
Whoa.....thats heavy
Sorry about the loss of your best friend, it's always difficult no matter the age, but when someone leaves us so young, its so hard to not think of what the future was going to bring to life.
I think you are already holding that shining bright star and carrying her torch here in this life...because she couldnt carry it herself any longer.
You already gave her the most amazing tribute in the end. I almost felt like i knew her too...and if i was part of your world, i would have done what i could as well....Dont let go of her, i think she is counting on you and her other friends to be what she wanted to be but couldnt quite make it over the hill.
Sorry about the loss of your best friend, it's always difficult no matter the age, but when someone leaves us so young, its so hard to not think of what the future was going to bring to life.
I think you are already holding that shining bright star and carrying her torch here in this life...because she couldnt carry it herself any longer.
You already gave her the most amazing tribute in the end. I almost felt like i knew her too...and if i was part of your world, i would have done what i could as well....Dont let go of her, i think she is counting on you and her other friends to be what she wanted to be but couldnt quite make it over the hill.
bluesbrother:
You have the memories of happier times to remember by.
Don't let it eat you up to much, you seem to have knew her well enough to understand why she did it.
It takes a while, I always raise a glass to those who have gone before us, helps me put things into perspective.
Don't let it eat you up to much, you seem to have knew her well enough to understand why she did it.
It takes a while, I always raise a glass to those who have gone before us, helps me put things into perspective.
Um...so I'm sick, and I'm about to change some stuff around in my life.
I know, exciting, right?
Oh, and I'm hoping to move to the status of "hopeful" on this here site soon...wish me luck.
I know, exciting, right?
Oh, and I'm hoping to move to the status of "hopeful" on this here site soon...wish me luck.
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silentwhisper:
oh yeah,
ps. (again)
you had a pic of Spike from Cowboy Bebop so you have to be awesome, he's probably my favorite anime character ever, or Jin from samurai champloo. anyways you're cool
ps. (again)
you had a pic of Spike from Cowboy Bebop so you have to be awesome, he's probably my favorite anime character ever, or Jin from samurai champloo. anyways you're cool
guitargeek:
I look forward to more nude photos from you! That always brightens my day...
Word to this:
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
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onesandzeros:
It makes me paranoid lol, I can tell you that much. Last time I smoked my fan was staring at me so I had to turn it off. Good times.
docteeth:
See Emiloo, I give a &^%$ about your blog!
BTW ... the weed will kill the motivation, but oh well
BTW ... the weed will kill the motivation, but oh well
Hello!! Thanks everyone for the hair comments...as predicted, I'm over it now. I was in a really bad mood for the past week, and I was just feeling foggy-headed and grouchy and sad about everything, but then I said FUCK THAT! and I'm better now. I think I was smoking too much pot, and not sleeping enough, and feeling hormonal and weird. Plus, I've developed...
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Alright, prepare for a rant....
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
Ok, I'm not usually a very superficial person. I don't care about having lots of stuff or expensive clothes or anything like that. But, I have become very particular about my hair as of late. Why? Because, as a stripper, my appearance is very important, and as a general rule guys at stripclubs prefer girls with...
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OH MY FUCKING GOD.
Ok, I'm not usually a very superficial person. I don't care about having lots of stuff or expensive clothes or anything like that. But, I have become very particular about my hair as of late. Why? Because, as a stripper, my appearance is very important, and as a general rule guys at stripclubs prefer girls with...
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guitargeek:
You could be bald and still look great.
bugbue:
Well, you still look good.
Good luck finding that perfect stylist! Maybe if they were high they may do a good job.
Good luck finding that perfect stylist! Maybe if they were high they may do a good job.
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onesandzeros:
Haha that rabbit is awesome. It's like nature's version of a Roomba.
guitargeek:
I've got a lot more weird animals up my sleeve
That could get tricky! I hope they all get along...
Hello all. I've been without internet and phone for a few days. It has been strange but somewhat pleasant to be cut off from the world. But here I am again.
I finally started my new job last night. I had a lot of fun and made decent cash for a Monday night. The club is really nice, as are the girls and the staff....
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I finally started my new job last night. I had a lot of fun and made decent cash for a Monday night. The club is really nice, as are the girls and the staff....
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hellobob:
do you ever post where you work exactly? if i ever end up going to one of these clubs i'd rather give me $ to someone i "sorta vaguely know on the internet"
trilobitten:
thank you, your words resonated with me. i am trying my best to harness my unhappy energy into something positive.
glad your new job is going well. spinning poles, though? never heard of these. how does that work?
glad your new job is going well. spinning poles, though? never heard of these. how does that work?
guitargeek:
That's a damn shame, I hope she comes through it okay...
saintwithascope:
Oh honestly that could be it, it was 3 or 4 a week from the time I was 16 till I was about 21...
I do still enjoy playing them though, I just need to get a band together... haha
I do still enjoy playing them though, I just need to get a band together... haha
So, I officially haven't worked for a whole month. It has been FABULOUS, but I need to stop dipping into my savings and start making some money, for important things like WEED and oh, school. Finals were last week, and I'm proud to say that I got a B in my Japanese class. (Hooray!) As I've mentioned, I was never much of a student, so...
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guitargeek:
Haha, I'll get right on that...
the_matt79:
Glad all went well, I will definitely see Gogol Bordello if I ever have a chance.
And thank you for the well wishes.
And thank you for the well wishes.