emiloo2

OHMYGOD I wish I could fucking sleep. I've had sleeping problems for as long as I remember, but goddamn, this is getting ridiculous. It seems like every time I make a major life change, (specifically starting a new job, in this case,) I can't sleep for at least a week or 2. And even when things are normal I'll have random bouts of insomnia. Lately I haven't been able to sleep until it's almost time for me to get up, which is at 6am. This is also the earliest I have ever been forced to get up on a regular basis. Anything earlier than 9am and my brain and body resist sleep until the point of exhaustion, and even then I never really adjust. I really, REALLY don't want to start taking sleeping pills, but I've tried every herbal remedy that I know of and nothing has helped. I can't afford to see a doc for a while, though, and my benefits don't start until after 6 months, which is BULLSHIT. If you're wondering, I started training to be a gas meter reader. It's actually pretty cool, if you don't mind walking all day, which I don't. It would be a lot nicer if I was well rested.

Anyone wanna buy me some Ambien or something???