GOD why do I fucking suck!! I've had 3 weeks to work on my final project, and of course I wait literally to the last minute to finish it, and it gets ALL FUCKED UP. It's too late to go back and redo it, in fact, I'm supposed to be IN CLASS RIGHT NOW doing our final critiques and I'm so fucking sick to my stomach with shame and embarassment that I can't even go. I actually did put a lot of work into it, but I did it all at once with very little time to spare. FUCK!!!!!!! WHy can't I ever stay focused and disciplined enough to get shit done??? That's 400+dollars and time and effort flushed right down the shitter. JESUS what a fucking piece of shit I am. I actually liked this class and the teacher a lot, too. I wish there was a fucking cure for laziness and procrastination.
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thanks for your dream suggestions. lord knows there's a lot of change in my life right now and that no doubt is a factor in my misery. i wish i felt optimistic about it.
And oh, man, do I hear you on the procrastinating, and I know that feeling. I dropped a class once because I got behind enough on the work I was doing that I was too embarrassed to go to class, and because I'd missed so much class it wasn't worth it for me to stay in it and get a D at best.
Actually, in a way, that's kind of what happened with my whole (very brief) law school experience, too, come to think of it.