Hi everyone. I keep telling myself that I need to go to bed early, but I've gotten so used to staying up till 5 or 6am-ish that I'm not sleepy. It's weird, my body feels exhausted due to my lack of sleep/appetite combined with constant working, but despite an inability to concentrate, I feel pretty ok. This can't be healthy...I feel like a coke fiend...
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moneymilo:
"where's emiloo? i can't find that crazy sucker anywhere?"
carpe_diem:
i miss you
I am TIIIIIRRED. But a good tired. Man I haven't updated all week. Well, lets start from last weekend.....Saturday after I had me whole river revelations, I went to visit my friend Emily at work. We made plans to see Stepford Wives after she got off work, which we did, and it sucked. But after that, we decided, at about midnight, to go camping. So...
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carpe_diem:
awww i feel lots better because you said i was hot he he he.
i doesnt really need saying that i think your hot, you should just assume thats what i think of you all the time
just in case......YOUR HOT!
i doesnt really need saying that i think your hot, you should just assume thats what i think of you all the time
just in case......YOUR HOT!
poem:
thanks a lot 
Hello everyone. I don't have much time to write at the moment, but I just thought I'd let ya'll know that I'm not dead and all is pretty ok. I have some interesting stuffs to write about...well, kinda....maybe not THAT interesting. But anyway, I'll be updating later tonight. I just know I get all antsy when people don't update for a while, so I thought...
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carpe_diem:
you rule for not being dead
speak soon k?
speak soon k?
pomfelo:
I'm with Cypress. Living has several advantages over the alternative. For example, aspirating. If we're not creating CO2, the trees win. Don't let the trees win.
Jesus, I gotta be high. Still.
Jesus, I gotta be high. Still.
Hello everyone. I don't have much time to write at the moment, but I just thought I'd let ya'll know that I'm not dead and all is pretty ok. I have some interesting stuffs to write about...well, kinda....maybe not THAT interesting. But anyway, I'll be updating later tonight. I just know I get all antsy when people don't update for a while, so I thought...
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I think my uterus is going to explode. At least it feels that way.
I sat by my favorite river spot today and thought, stuck my feet in the water and made cool shapes w/ my toes, created waterless caves in the little waterfall by cupping my hands in the flow, and saw a crane preening its feather and stretching its gawky legs and neck....
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I sat by my favorite river spot today and thought, stuck my feet in the water and made cool shapes w/ my toes, created waterless caves in the little waterfall by cupping my hands in the flow, and saw a crane preening its feather and stretching its gawky legs and neck....
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moneymilo:
Hey up las!
I always change my mind about whether life is more or less. I suppose we will never know for sure until our time is up.
How are you feeling anyway? I haven't been around for a while but i should be around a bit more but the internet connection here sucks.
I always change my mind about whether life is more or less. I suppose we will never know for sure until our time is up.
How are you feeling anyway? I haven't been around for a while but i should be around a bit more but the internet connection here sucks.
carpe_diem:
sexy bitch! 
Why is it that one fucking superficial comment can make me feel like shit about myself and ruin my day??
Oh, and is it justifiable for me to lose respect for someone who claims to appreciate NATURAL looking women w/ REAL fucking bodies, but then says Paris Hilton is hot and has a "bangin' body"?? (There's one less person we need on this earth...)
Men...
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Oh, and is it justifiable for me to lose respect for someone who claims to appreciate NATURAL looking women w/ REAL fucking bodies, but then says Paris Hilton is hot and has a "bangin' body"?? (There's one less person we need on this earth...)
Men...
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jimmyjoe:
> I work at a Chinese restaurant, where no one is actually Chinese
really ? no one ? not the cook, not the owner ?
and, whoops, sorry, i seem to have come here at a moment of profound disgust for nearly a half of humanity...
join the club, i feel like that some times too...
jimmyjoe
really ? no one ? not the cook, not the owner ?
and, whoops, sorry, i seem to have come here at a moment of profound disgust for nearly a half of humanity...
join the club, i feel like that some times too...
jimmyjoe
carpe_diem:
awwww hunny, dont worry.
i almost said all men are pigs but its not true, and ma i wouild have sounded gay if i had said that. But the men who are superficial and shallow are, and i think you will find there arnt many on the site.
Your very VERY beautiful in every sence
i almost said all men are pigs but its not true, and ma i wouild have sounded gay if i had said that. But the men who are superficial and shallow are, and i think you will find there arnt many on the site.
Your very VERY beautiful in every sence
Why the hell does this stupid cat insist on knocking stuff over all the time!? Especially potted plants or flowers in water-filled vases!!! He's spilled my flowers 3 times today and I've scolded him every time, but it doesn't work. So I just lost my temper and smacked him. I feel kind of bad. But he is SO damn annoying!!! EVIL STUPID CAT!!!!!! 
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iyce:
hey thanks girlie
ilovemikehunt:
awww thank you!
Nate gave me flowers and a cheesy note!! IT DOES NOT COMPUTE!!! Does he not hear me?? Grrr!!!
ANyway, getting kinda tired of talking about him. I finally went dancing last night, after 2 months of "planning" to go. It was ok fun....my friend Lena is home for the weekend from school till she leaves for an internship on Monday, so she want with my...
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ANyway, getting kinda tired of talking about him. I finally went dancing last night, after 2 months of "planning" to go. It was ok fun....my friend Lena is home for the weekend from school till she leaves for an internship on Monday, so she want with my...
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earthbeard:
marvelous is a good word, but i prefer splendid, to that one, i'm still niot sure what this weeks word will be?
how's life treating you?
how's life treating you?
waldo:
I haven't seen Cowboy Beebop. Since you seem to recommend it, it will move from high on my list to the top of my list.
Greasy hair can be sexy (except on me)!
Your sister sounds hilariously misguided. She should listen to you more often.
Greasy hair can be sexy (except on me)!
Your sister sounds hilariously misguided. She should listen to you more often.
Awwwwwwwww, I love u guys. Ur comments make my day. 
Well, things have been getting a little uncomfortable for me with Nate...for example every time we hang out now he tries putting the "moves" on me. So I finally told him that although I like him a lot, I don't want to be in a relationship now, and I feel that by continuing to get...
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Well, things have been getting a little uncomfortable for me with Nate...for example every time we hang out now he tries putting the "moves" on me. So I finally told him that although I like him a lot, I don't want to be in a relationship now, and I feel that by continuing to get...
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earthbeard:
its the thought that counts anyway.
i suppose a kiss would be nice too
i suppose a kiss would be nice too
Hehehe, oh man, I cannot stay away long. I love u guys too much. Ur my addiction. Ur all so cute and funny and nice
I have had the shittiest week, yet I am in the best mood I've had in months. Well, maybe weeks....but yeah, a while.
Lets see...broke up w/ John on Monday, worked double shifts all week, got in a huge, HUGE...
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I have had the shittiest week, yet I am in the best mood I've had in months. Well, maybe weeks....but yeah, a while.
Lets see...broke up w/ John on Monday, worked double shifts all week, got in a huge, HUGE...
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tiamat:
good lord hun. sorry about your week.
thinking of you.
xoxo tiamat
thinking of you.
xoxo tiamat
carpe_diem:
yo yo lady friend whats going awwwwn lol 
sorry how are you? i dont know why i asked like that the first tiome but what i clearly ment was how the devil are you??
so tired today but i havnt heard from u in a while and i do miss finding i have a comment from you in the morning it brightens up my day
Ash xx
sorry how are you? i dont know why i asked like that the first tiome but what i clearly ment was how the devil are you??
so tired today but i havnt heard from u in a while and i do miss finding i have a comment from you in the morning it brightens up my day
Ash xx