GOOD LORD Bettina is gorgeous!! What an awesome set. Knocked her right into my favorites section.
So we went to Canada, Melissa and I, cuz she's a pussy and isn't able to just tell her dude that she's NOT going to marry him, and the whole time she's bitching and crying that she made a huge mistake and that she loves him and should have...
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So we went to Canada, Melissa and I, cuz she's a pussy and isn't able to just tell her dude that she's NOT going to marry him, and the whole time she's bitching and crying that she made a huge mistake and that she loves him and should have...
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emily_m:
Shit talking is always the most interesting of all talking.

moneymilo:
Update already. Don't make me come over there.
Man I'm tired.
I hate this whole wedding business w/ Melissa. She's still not sure if she's gonna do it...and it's in 12 hours.
She wants to run away to Canada, at least for the weekend. If she actually gets the fuckings nuts to do it, I'm gonna go with.
I've been crying a lot tonight, because I'm afraid for my friend and I don't...
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I hate this whole wedding business w/ Melissa. She's still not sure if she's gonna do it...and it's in 12 hours.
She wants to run away to Canada, at least for the weekend. If she actually gets the fuckings nuts to do it, I'm gonna go with.
I've been crying a lot tonight, because I'm afraid for my friend and I don't...
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I am back!! And quickly, no less! I wasn't able to update last night like I promised cuz my computer was down. So if anyone wants my left nut, the bidding starts now.
I have been working a lot lately, double shifts and all. Tomorrow is my only afternoon off all week, as it was last week. Hopefully I won't be lazy and actually get...
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I have been working a lot lately, double shifts and all. Tomorrow is my only afternoon off all week, as it was last week. Hopefully I won't be lazy and actually get...
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moneymilo:
Doo doop eee doo wop...
Sorry, i'm thinking aloud.
[Edited on Aug 27, 2004 3:04AM]
Sorry, i'm thinking aloud.

[Edited on Aug 27, 2004 3:04AM]
carpe_diem:
it does make me very very pleased that you are atlast online.
you cant get my hopes up with random visits though, keep coming back he he
tune of the day = The Delays -- hey girl
you cant get my hopes up with random visits though, keep coming back he he
tune of the day = The Delays -- hey girl
Yikes!! I am a piece of shit!! I've been gone way way too long. Chalk it up to work, spending too much time w/ Nate, and just plain laziness. Whats up??? I have neglected u all like a guinea pig in a dirty cage!! (I say this cuz I really, REALLY need to clean her cage.)
Where to begin. So my best friend is ending...
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Where to begin. So my best friend is ending...
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decedent:
people who get married so young just boggle my mind. i really don't understand it at all.
moneymilo:
You'd better update more often or i'll have to go over there and drag your ass to a computer screen myself.
Man, man, man. That situation is screwed, no. I kinda let myself be run for a while until i realised that it was destroying my soul. I broke out and now i'm happier than ever. But, fuck society and the church! What the shit have they done for us except give us paranoia and self loathing. You life is your own and you MUST take responisbilty for it. I sure hope she figures it out.
Good luck.
Man, man, man. That situation is screwed, no. I kinda let myself be run for a while until i realised that it was destroying my soul. I broke out and now i'm happier than ever. But, fuck society and the church! What the shit have they done for us except give us paranoia and self loathing. You life is your own and you MUST take responisbilty for it. I sure hope she figures it out.
Good luck.


Over thinking, over anaylyzing seperates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment, urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to EMBRACE THE RANDOM.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm,
to feel connected,
enough to step aside and weep like a widow,
to feel inspired,...
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Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment, urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to EMBRACE THE RANDOM.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm,
to feel connected,
enough to step aside and weep like a widow,
to feel inspired,...
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waldo:
i Love the yyyeahs! saw them open for white stripes. They were brilliant. So, let me get this straight. Are you thinking of Moving to columbus? I have a friend who works in the arts there. I think she likes it. It must be pretty cool if she's there...
why not do a set? you're just lovely. do you have any particular ideas in mind?
why not do a set? you're just lovely. do you have any particular ideas in mind?
moneymilo:
I think it's about time you got your ass back onto SG, girl. You better not be ignoring us.
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
I actually tried to update 2 days ago but Nate showed up, while I was writing about him. I didn't want him to see how ridiculously mushy I get over him, so I erased it. Ok, that really didn't need such a long explanation....
SO how has everyone been? I've been alright, besides a certain ex-boyfriend frequently interrupting my otherwise peaceful life! Poor thing...he...
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I actually tried to update 2 days ago but Nate showed up, while I was writing about him. I didn't want him to see how ridiculously mushy I get over him, so I erased it. Ok, that really didn't need such a long explanation....
SO how has everyone been? I've been alright, besides a certain ex-boyfriend frequently interrupting my otherwise peaceful life! Poor thing...he...
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pomfelo:
Geez, you and Benny should just get a room.
Seriously, get a room.
Seriously, get a room.

carpe_diem:
also, i know yyou might not think it now, but i know you love me more than nate 

So how was the weekend??
Mine went alright. I drove to Columbus by myself for the 1st time. The ride there was fine...rockin out to Rage (and getting weird stares...hehe) and only got a little lost for about 2 minutes. I arrived much later than I had intended though, because I slept in really late. (Had a long night out.) Kinda sucked, because my brother...
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Mine went alright. I drove to Columbus by myself for the 1st time. The ride there was fine...rockin out to Rage (and getting weird stares...hehe) and only got a little lost for about 2 minutes. I arrived much later than I had intended though, because I slept in really late. (Had a long night out.) Kinda sucked, because my brother...
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carpe_diem:
your the cutest....you know that?
carpe_diem:
come back i miss you 

So I got pulled over for the first time yesterday. I ran a red light. He let me go with a warning. All is well.
Things have been kinda weird. I saw John for the first time in over a month and ever since he's been acting like I'm his fucking girlfriend again, calling me and wanting to hang out all the time, getting mad...
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Things have been kinda weird. I saw John for the first time in over a month and ever since he's been acting like I'm his fucking girlfriend again, calling me and wanting to hang out all the time, getting mad...
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pomfelo:
Wow, you're lucky. Whenever I get pulled over, the officer usallys takes out his gun.
Glasses...SG set...too much in one entry.
Okay...breath. Ahem. It sounds like you have some interesting times ahead. I hope you don't allow judgmental friends to ruin that for you.
Glasses...SG set...too much in one entry.
Okay...breath. Ahem. It sounds like you have some interesting times ahead. I hope you don't allow judgmental friends to ruin that for you.








carpe_diem:
calm yourself lady, your being silly im far from hotness!!!
you on the otherhand
you on the otherhand

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. FOR GODSSAKES u'd think i could get my lazy ass on here to update more, no?? How has everyone been? What is new?? ANYTHING!?!? I'm not sure what's up w/ the spazzy-ness. I guess I just like to EMPHASIZE certain words for no reason. No damn reason at all.
Milk is good. So are strawberries. I'd make a smoothie, but I'm lazy. I wish...
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Milk is good. So are strawberries. I'd make a smoothie, but I'm lazy. I wish...
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penguinscheme:
LOVES YOU!!!!
later!
later!
earthbeard:
awesome, happy for ya girlie.
must be the hint of summer thats keeping me away from updating coem winter i shall eb a typing machine, even tho i cant type!
ah well there was apoint to this but i can't quite remeber now.
must be the hint of summer thats keeping me away from updating coem winter i shall eb a typing machine, even tho i cant type!

ah well there was apoint to this but i can't quite remeber now.

I just lost the longest entry of my life. I feel like killing something.
I was on vacation last week, and it was horrible, because I was bored, I felt like I had to oppress my entire personality around my extremely conservative relatives, and I have developed contempt for my father because he is the laziest man alive.
I was actually in a good mood...
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I was on vacation last week, and it was horrible, because I was bored, I felt like I had to oppress my entire personality around my extremely conservative relatives, and I have developed contempt for my father because he is the laziest man alive.
I was actually in a good mood...
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trajan:
I'm terribly sorry to hear about your rotten week. I hope this week was better than the last.
trajan:
It is quite possible. GH is usually where I go if I don't want to be home.