Hiiiiiiiii. I have been eating too much lately, and I've been easily stressed and discouraged. I really don't want to start taking my anti-depressants again, they make me completely numb to the world and my feelings, but I'm afraid I may have to. Damn fucked up brain chemicals. 
Anyhoo, my friend Nate (the one that I like and blah blah,) can no longer keep his...
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Anyhoo, my friend Nate (the one that I like and blah blah,) can no longer keep his...
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Hello.
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(That was supposed to represent a long pause.)
So uh, whats up? Really, what r u doing right now? I'm talking to my bro and waiting for john to return to his computer so i can continue talking to him (both on aim,) listening to some online radio station that is playing a smashing pumpkins song that i've never heard, and demonstrating some...
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(That was supposed to represent a long pause.)
So uh, whats up? Really, what r u doing right now? I'm talking to my bro and waiting for john to return to his computer so i can continue talking to him (both on aim,) listening to some online radio station that is playing a smashing pumpkins song that i've never heard, and demonstrating some...
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waldo:
The tree in front of my condo is a very old oak and probably not too long for this world. I'll go give it a hug tomorrow. You should see this Miyazake film: http://www.nausicaa.net/miyazaki/pompoko/
I think you'd like it. It's about the Tanuki (japanese raccoons) who struggle against a development.
I think you'd like it. It's about the Tanuki (japanese raccoons) who struggle against a development.
farsight00:
It's not surprising that it is so hard to find harmony in the man-made world, when that world is so young and unproven... and artificial... while our own instincts and deepest needs are as ancient as the sea.
But as you said, all is not lost. And history will judge those who wronged the world in our age.
I really enjoyed reading your journal entry.
May things pick up for you again soon.
But as you said, all is not lost. And history will judge those who wronged the world in our age.
I really enjoyed reading your journal entry.
May things pick up for you again soon.
Looky at my face!! I have a funny nose.
My friend Logan and I took this at his house. I'll upload some more later.
We went to goth night at the local dance club, and let me tell you, I am so not goth. I like the style and the attitude, but after being surrounded by so much gothy-ness, I can see that it's not...
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My friend Logan and I took this at his house. I'll upload some more later.
We went to goth night at the local dance club, and let me tell you, I am so not goth. I like the style and the attitude, but after being surrounded by so much gothy-ness, I can see that it's not...
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pomfelo:
Hey, you have a picture now. You're no longer a disemboided voice in my head. Now you're upgraded to floating head. 
And I agree, bosses are buttheads. I should know, I'm related to all of mine.
And speaking of goth, I thought you might want to take another look at the community that's too cool for you here and here. (It's a good thing you got away while you could.)
And I agree, bosses are buttheads. I should know, I'm related to all of mine.
And speaking of goth, I thought you might want to take another look at the community that's too cool for you here and here. (It's a good thing you got away while you could.)
carpe_diem:
Hey there. hmmm i appear to be lost in a somewhat endless sea of profiles, and im stopping off briefly at yours as your profile intregues me! mixture of the philosophical discussions, spanking, cute lil girls and your picture. oh and that i live in rocheter where charles dickens lived (reminded by the great expectaions) anyway write back sometime k?
Ash
Ash
Hello. How is everyone? Ya'll have a wide variation of music tastes. I'm ok except for this big zit on my left cheek that won't leave me alone. I RARELY get zits, but when I do, they are indestructable.
So anyway, I had a good but weird weekend. I hung out w/ my dude Nate, the one that has a crush on me and vice...
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So anyway, I had a good but weird weekend. I hung out w/ my dude Nate, the one that has a crush on me and vice...
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earthbeard:
hey no probs thats what peopele are here for, especially me.
but, you do have to give things a shot, otherwise it might always be what ifs? ya know.
better to have tried and failed, than never try at all. let the fates guide you and follow your instinct not your rational mind, the mind is what gets you into boughts of self doubt and depression, instinct = freedom, tho there may be no rational part to instinct. after all we all need focus
yeah i'm damn happy and joyful at the mo, doesn't take me long to get back up again hurrah, by the power of greyskull we shall endure
but, you do have to give things a shot, otherwise it might always be what ifs? ya know.
better to have tried and failed, than never try at all. let the fates guide you and follow your instinct not your rational mind, the mind is what gets you into boughts of self doubt and depression, instinct = freedom, tho there may be no rational part to instinct. after all we all need focus
yeah i'm damn happy and joyful at the mo, doesn't take me long to get back up again hurrah, by the power of greyskull we shall endure
earthbeard:
oh yeah, cool fingers
God damnit mutherfucker I erased another post. How the fuck do i do that all the time??? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Oh well, it was pretty boring anyway.
So I passed my driving test. I was dedected 25 points of the 26 that were allowed, so I was basically 1 point off from failing it. I have to admit I drove pretty shittily...I was nervous and my instructor...
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So I passed my driving test. I was dedected 25 points of the 26 that were allowed, so I was basically 1 point off from failing it. I have to admit I drove pretty shittily...I was nervous and my instructor...
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pomfelo:
D'oh! I think I forgot to congratulate you on passing the test. Good job. And be careful oth there.
Oh, and I work at my family's restaurants. They own a few Mexican cafes, and the one I work at serves cabrito. For some reason, we keep a lot of goat on hand, and my last job was working in the butcher shop. Hence the animal blood on the shoes. I don't work for cultists...yet.
Oh, and I work at my family's restaurants. They own a few Mexican cafes, and the one I work at serves cabrito. For some reason, we keep a lot of goat on hand, and my last job was working in the butcher shop. Hence the animal blood on the shoes. I don't work for cultists...yet.
waldo:
Congratulations, driver-girl! The font thing is a problem. Well, you'll know to set the font correctly next time. I don't get the title page, though. I was always told never to attach a title page, just to make sure that my name was on the front page and that all the pages were numbered. What was the paper about?
My album picks at this moment:
1. Big Black, *Songs about Fucking*
2. Johnny and June Cash, *Return to the Promised Land*
3. Z-trip, *Uneasy Listening*
What are your 3 picks?
My album picks at this moment:
1. Big Black, *Songs about Fucking*
2. Johnny and June Cash, *Return to the Promised Land*
3. Z-trip, *Uneasy Listening*
What are your 3 picks?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
I FINALLY FINISHED MY ENGLISH PAPER AT 4:30 AM!!!!
And I get to get up in four hours, go to class, then take my driver's test, go to my other class, and fail a math test!! Then I go to work!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fuckin hate my life.
I FINALLY FINISHED MY ENGLISH PAPER AT 4:30 AM!!!!
And I get to get up in four hours, go to class, then take my driver's test, go to my other class, and fail a math test!! Then I go to work!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fuckin hate my life.
x_doug_x:
sometimes i hate my life too.
driving test? are you just now getting a license?
driving test? are you just now getting a license?
waldo:
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! (on the paper,that is).
Sweet dreams! (If it makes you feel any better, I failed my second math test in college and dropped the course). Hang in there!
Sweet dreams! (If it makes you feel any better, I failed my second math test in college and dropped the course). Hang in there!
Siiigh....I hate research papers. I get so distracted...the fact that I am typing on a computer that has access to the internet makes it nearly impossible to concentrate. Maybe I should take work off on Weds and try to finish it at the library. As long as I have it done by Thurs.
So I actually had a good, looong conversation with John last night....
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So I actually had a good, looong conversation with John last night....
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earthbeard:
oh yeah i forgot.
why tentacles you say
cos there all wriggly and cool, as are octupi and squids and any freakish drawing of said tentacle stuff.
heheheheh
why tentacles you say
cos there all wriggly and cool, as are octupi and squids and any freakish drawing of said tentacle stuff.
heheheheh
waldo:
still, that's something. You have to start somewhere! I didn't declare my major until my second semester junior year and have no regrets. Don't be anxious about what you're not doing, just try and take great pleasure in what you are doing!
I think I'll watch some sailor moon tonight!
I think I'll watch some sailor moon tonight!
Hooray for my ever increasing friend's list I never knew how hard it was to keep up w/ comments. (Sorry earthbeard!)
My poor Johnny. For some reason he can't sleep when he's at school. (I mean at his dorm, not in class.) He's not sure why, either. It's not especially noisy or anything. He's gone to the doctor twice and both times got prescriptions for...
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I never knew how hard it was to keep up w/ comments. (Sorry earthbeard!)
My poor Johnny. For some reason he can't sleep when he's at school. (I mean at his dorm, not in class.) He's not sure why, either. It's not especially noisy or anything. He's gone to the doctor twice and both times got prescriptions for...
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iyce:
I heard that "tipsy" song last night my friend....yeah I don't like it and I heard the dude is too young to drink anyway....so just wondering.....what is yur favorite club song???.......oh and did someone say something about Sailor Moon? I love the cartoon, but it doesn't come on any of my stations anymore...that sucks!
xoxo
STorm
xoxo
STorm
decedent:
i'm lazy, don't like driving and can take trains everywhere i need to go. if i had a car, i'd have to pay for parking; NOT cool.
Yay I have 2 new friends! Actually, one of them I don't recall talking to...randumb I'm sorry if I'm a dumbass and forgot. But I read your profile and decided you were "worthy." Hehe, I'm retarded. But anyway, hooray that makes my day
And what was my day? Not much. I actually made it to my english class today, but I unfortunately slept all crooked...
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And what was my day? Not much. I actually made it to my english class today, but I unfortunately slept all crooked...
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randumb_thought:
you do. cause you sound extremely hot. that's probably a stupid comment to make, but at this point, I DON'T CARE. good night. move to SC.
pomfelo:
Congratulations. According to the rules, anyone who nominates the judge for a coolest person award automatically wins one. Good job.
And you, madam, have exposed my dweebiness. I completly forgot to list Cowboy Beebop in my favorite tv shows despite the fact that I recently purchased the "Complete Sessions." D'oh.
*Runs to get back to work*
And you, madam, have exposed my dweebiness. I completly forgot to list Cowboy Beebop in my favorite tv shows despite the fact that I recently purchased the "Complete Sessions." D'oh.
*Runs to get back to work*
FUCK. DAMNIT I HATE IT WHEN I LOSE AN ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going to fucking kill myself. That pisses me off so bad. It's not like I had anything important to say, it's just that all that effort was pointless. I say effort because it took quite a bit to find something to write about. GRRRRR!!!
Basically I said that today was my friends 21st b-day...
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I'm going to fucking kill myself. That pisses me off so bad. It's not like I had anything important to say, it's just that all that effort was pointless. I say effort because it took quite a bit to find something to write about. GRRRRR!!!
Basically I said that today was my friends 21st b-day...
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decedent:
sometimes when i lose an entry i try to stay calm and type it again word for word. but then i can't remember it all and just quit entirely.
Oh, and I'm a financial services/risk management major. I love it. I love it more than anything in the world.
Too bad about your boyfriend. I mean, too bad for me and the rest of the guys. Damn!