emiloo

less freqeunt? noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i'll miss you i will, i will cry long into the night, i shall take no comfort from this world until you return.

we all need time to adjust and adapt to changes, your friends arn't as good at giving advice in real life as are eevryones, they are afraid to upset you too much, and hence won't be as honest about what they advise or feel you should do, too many freiendships end over realtionship advise it's stupid.
hence were less afraid in telling the truth for we don't knwo you in real life (which i must say sucks, big bull balls), so we offer the soudnest and most truthful advive we can.

don't forget any of us, i mean all the poeple above me, i'm forgettable, but i will remain, the world will get a little darker now.

, i think you should grow your arms so long you can give me a hug.

Don't go too far, okay? We'll be here.

rockin'
you better yet? hope so i'm more in the mood to talk today, but for once i don't reall have that much sound advice other than to trust to your instinct, don't think but feel, instinct is never wrong, feel waht is right, feel what is wrong. he will egt by with or without your help, but you are a brilliant person for helping him, but if all you do is give and there is never anything sent back your way, then you will become drained withdrawn and insular, give certainly for its the best things humans can do, but beware giving too much less it takes too much from you.

so in wrap up, fell what you want and need to do. and remeber your rockin'

smile

I have to say that i'm behind the sidelines guy. I know it's harsh hurting someone you love but you cannot sacrifice your own happiness just to spare someone elses feelings. If they have a brain they will understand that too. It seems to me that your current boyfriend is not making much of an effort for you or your relationship. Remember, you don't have to have a boyfriend at all. If you think that neither chap can make you happy then just go it alone fro a while until you come across someone really special (i promise they do exist!).

Anyway, good luck!

Thanks for your last comment, i am very flattered .

wooops!

[Edited on Jun 01, 2004 1:21AM]

I know exactly how you feel. And I agree with Moneymilo that it doesn't sound like john is making much effort at all (is he the howard stern guy?). It sounds like you should move on. But only go out with the sidelines guy if you are really attracted to him.

yeah i'm pretty bummed.

you make me smile by posting tho? so thats good.
in a better mood now.
you, what ya been doing with yourself?


edited cos i can't spell.

[Edited on May 30, 2004 8:51AM]

God, this reminds me of the apartment I lived in last fall/winter... I'd go DAYS without hot water, and have to shower in the morning before I left for work in the below freezing temperatures...

I don't miss that at all.

You're being hard on yourself again. Journals are the last bastion where we can be completely selfish. Naw, talking about yourself is what a journal is for. It's a diary you share with other people. Judging from the number of comments here, no one is complaining.

thanks for your kind words sweetie...

Gotta tell you, if your BF is your age, you have about 10 years on him mentally.

That said, people are going to be morons if you give them half the chance. Not much you can do about it except keep holding yourself to your own standards.

sorry for the double post. my comp is acting up.

[Edited on May 21, 2004 9:58PM]

Yuck. That's why I don't follow Stern. Although, I'm surprised that Fox doesn't have a similar reality show by now. (I probably shouldn't say that without looking at their schedule.)

Forgive me if I sound sychophatnic, but no one sane would pick a disguistingly proportioned porn star over you. Honest.

nope, we sure haven't spoken before. i hope it doesn't sound mean [or like a total lie] when i say it was an accident. 'add me as a friend' is somewhere right under 'see more of my pics,' but i don't think telling you that makes me sound any less creepy.

You should totally show your boyfriend what i wrote. Me and Emma were talking today and she said that she could never go out with a man who looked at that stuff. I have to say that i don't know how i wouldn't be affected by it if i was a woman. Yeah show him. Tell him it's way cooler on the other side.

You are a really nice girl and you deserve absolute respect. Those mags are all full of freaky, big breasted, blonde haired half wits. No competition!

Sorry i misunderstood the pics.

Have a fabulous day.

Milo

I am a sometime Theatre professor

"Well, those of us that survived...and don't have a substance abuse problem...and who haven't moved on to bigger and better things. So it's basically the two of us."

Two things: (A) It's true and (B) it's okay to laugh. We've got a sense of humor about the whole thing. You've got to. (And if you want to use the phrase in the future, you will have to sign a disclaimer.)

i've always grown up with animals too, dogs, cats, rabbits, horses, chickens, sheep, mice, hamsters, guinea pigs, kestrels, snakes, terrapins, tortoise and some others too. damn thats a lot of animals i've had over the years

everyone says i look tall, or thinks i'm tall? but i guess it's cos i walk and talk tall, bigger than life as they say

beards= cool, beards= warmth, beards=men, beards= me, i love em and can't imagine me without one, had one at various states for like 9 years or so? thats a lot of beard i'm noticing a theme here

strangly though, i shouldn't say, but i shave my pubic hair, wierd seeign as i'm all hairy everywhere else lol.

sexy am i, let me tell you. that made a old man like me smile like that but only 50 times bigger.

hows tricks?
last one i did was a 270' flying mushroom zone, tripple backflip, nose plunge, lets see tony hawks do that one, bloody tit

I hope your test went okay. It is weird. In high school, I used to sit in place for eight hours a day five days in a row. Now, it's like, "An hour in the middle of the day? I don't want to go!" It's torture.

If I may, from the pictures you have posted, you have very little to be self concious about. (Why do I always end up sounding like a perv in these things?)

hey girlie!!
yeah i hate the monthly cycle. boys are so lucky...

Thanks for the congrats. Tweren't nothin'.

You need to post some of those drawings. If people watch them, they're not as lonely.