WHY AM I UP SO LATE AGAIN!?
I hate work. I can't wait till I get another job, even if it is factory. And I'd better get one soon, cuz class starts on the 6th, and there's no way I'm working mornings at the hotel! (Oh yeah, I'm goin to school for the summer. Evening classes.)
I fuckin miss my boyfriend. I mean we get to hang out, but one of us is always on the go, so we're always out getting stuff done. We haven't been alone together in a while, maybe a week or 2. And it's not that I just miss sex...I miss the connection that intimacy brings. I can't even remember the last time we just cuddled or watched a movie. And fuckin forget drawing pictures together anymore.
We're going to Chicago on the 28th, which would be awesome if it wasn't with my family. At least my dad had the sense to let Nate and I have our own hotel room. He knows what's up, and he can't do a damn thing about it.
Binged once again tonight. It's starting to be a problem.
I was on some feminist site today and this chick was totally bashing sg, saying it was just another porn site where the girls got payed to be silent and provide pleasure for men, but that it disguises itself as being different by putting up chicks w/ tattoos. Yeah, except for the fact that this site showcases their BRAINS as well as their bodies, and that I doubt many of the girls come on here just to be justified by men. Well, some do I'm sure, but the majority seem to just be proud of their bodies and want to show that u don't have to fit the standard to be beautiful. I admit that some of the sets on here look a little too porn for me...I'm not much into crotch shots. But personally, I come here for the community. The girls are just icing on the cake. I think a lot of people feel the same way. Besides, why is it so bad for women to be erotic and not afraid to show it? As long as u know ur not just an object and let others know it too, then kudos.
Although I have to say, pornstars are gross. But then again they are payed to look a certain way, and I think it's a bad representation of sexuality.
ANYWAY, how is everyone? I'm tired. I need to go to bed. G'night.
I hate work. I can't wait till I get another job, even if it is factory. And I'd better get one soon, cuz class starts on the 6th, and there's no way I'm working mornings at the hotel! (Oh yeah, I'm goin to school for the summer. Evening classes.)
I fuckin miss my boyfriend. I mean we get to hang out, but one of us is always on the go, so we're always out getting stuff done. We haven't been alone together in a while, maybe a week or 2. And it's not that I just miss sex...I miss the connection that intimacy brings. I can't even remember the last time we just cuddled or watched a movie. And fuckin forget drawing pictures together anymore.
We're going to Chicago on the 28th, which would be awesome if it wasn't with my family. At least my dad had the sense to let Nate and I have our own hotel room. He knows what's up, and he can't do a damn thing about it.
Binged once again tonight. It's starting to be a problem.
I was on some feminist site today and this chick was totally bashing sg, saying it was just another porn site where the girls got payed to be silent and provide pleasure for men, but that it disguises itself as being different by putting up chicks w/ tattoos. Yeah, except for the fact that this site showcases their BRAINS as well as their bodies, and that I doubt many of the girls come on here just to be justified by men. Well, some do I'm sure, but the majority seem to just be proud of their bodies and want to show that u don't have to fit the standard to be beautiful. I admit that some of the sets on here look a little too porn for me...I'm not much into crotch shots. But personally, I come here for the community. The girls are just icing on the cake. I think a lot of people feel the same way. Besides, why is it so bad for women to be erotic and not afraid to show it? As long as u know ur not just an object and let others know it too, then kudos.
Although I have to say, pornstars are gross. But then again they are payed to look a certain way, and I think it's a bad representation of sexuality.
ANYWAY, how is everyone? I'm tired. I need to go to bed. G'night.
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It is very tempting to binge and throw up. I have done that before in the past to try to lose weight because I felt like I wasn't losing weight fast enough.