emiloo

Man I can be a raging bitch sometimes. I really can. Especially when it comes to my feelings about drug usage. (Those of u who have known me long have heard my rants.) I feel so bad because Nate has perfect explanations for all of it, and he tries so hard to get me to understand that he's not evil and drugs aren't evil and that when he does use them there is a purpous and he's responsible, but all my intensely biased ears are hearing is "WEAK."

I'm really unfair. But I can't help but think that there's a safer and longer lasting way for him to feel whatever feeling or mindset he's looking for. Personally, I think there's better ways to go around it, but I guess that's the easiest and fastest. Kinda cheating, if u ask me.

But who am I to know, I've never done it.