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I have been gone, once again, much too long. Dude I miss u guys. It makes me sad that I don't have enough time to update like I used to.

It makes me even more sad that I can't think of anything to write about. Hmm.

I seem to be gaining weight...not a lot, but to me it's a big deal. It's not a big difference on the scale, but I can just tell in the way my clothes fit. Maybe I'm already starting to lose muscle mass!! Oh god I am so old! I'm reality trying to keep my eating disorder in check...it got pretty bad the last month or so, but I'm working on it. I've also pretty much cut meat out of my diet...I didn't really mean to, it just happened. WHich is fine, because I've always wanted to be a vegetarian, maybe even vegan, and now feels like the right time to start I guess. It's too bad they closed my favorite resteraunt last weekend, though...it was the only vegan/organic resteraunt in town. The one in Bowling Green is still open, but that's 30 minutes away. So I'm trying to fend for myself and cook, but it's slow coming. SOmeday I will be a master veggie chef...but for now I will stick to easy stuff. I'm tired. I've had really bad gas, and my tummy has been hurting like I have the shits, but I can't poo. I have the weeeirdest bowels.

Nate and I have been doing a lot of talking about getting our own place. When and where is kind of up in the air...but I guess we'll find out once we get there. (Haha, I am cheese.) I'm gonna marry this guy. He knows it, and I know it, and some close friends know it. Now u know it.

I dyed my hair burgundy. I finally got my glasses....I think if I do an sg set, my first one will be me as a naughty librarian, cuz my glasses just make me look so uptight and fussy, but in a hot way. Someday u will know!

I have a crush on another boy...he worked at the Veggie resteraunt. He's beautiful and free-spirited and smart and funny with sexy Jesus hair. (I already told Nate, and he knows he has nothing to worry about. I loves him.) A bunch of us hung out last night, and it was a lot of fun, and I drooled internally over him. Mmmm....hot jesus veggie boy.

It's funny, cuz I think Nate looks a little like Johnny Depp, in that quiet dark mysterious sexy kind of manner, and he always tells me I look like Winona Ryder. This week 2 other people told him he looks like Johnny Depp, and last night jesus boy said I look like Winona Ryder. It's getting uncanny. So next year for Halloween we're gonna dress up all Edward Scissor Hands style. It's gonna kick ass....he will be so hot!!

Did I mention that this year we're dressing up as Morticia and Gomez Addams??? It's fun having someone to dress up like a weirdo w/!! Now all I need is a severed hand to carry around....

Well, that is all for now. Love and ur way.