Well here I am.
I had a good week...besides having to work a lot, of course. It started out w/ a great weekend, when I was in Iowa...sooo much fun!! I miss my dude Matt a lot...most interesting person to talk to. Quite the weirdo. But anyway, my aunt from Arizona flew aaaall the way to Ohio for my birthday. She is an awesome lady. She was here for 3 days, which rocked, and it was just so nice having her around. Such a contrast from my other aunt. She's soooo laid back and down to earth with a sort of common-sense wisdom about her, as compared to my other aunt who seems to have her head in the clouds and is CONSTANTLY talking spastically. And then there's my mom in the middle, who is kind of like a balance between the three. Interesting sisters, they is. With an interesting story, actually, but maybe I'll tell it another time. Anyway, so then my birthday was wonderful cuz everyone was sooooo nice, and I had the night off so I got to actually have dinner w/ my family (a rarity!), and I got a few small but nice presents. I'm not really into presents, I never want much if anything at all, so even something really small is great. Although John, my ex, spent a bunch of money on me for some unbeknownst reason. Crazy kid...he doesn't seem to understand that I am seriously madly in love w/ someone else and that I'm not going to cuddle w/ him anymore and there's no way in hell I'll kiss him or have sex w/ him, so he should really stop asking. And move on. And get a fucking life. BUT, he got me something awesome, which was a box set of TOOL videos and live songs on cd and vhs, which I know must be at least $80-$100 cuz they're out of print, so I actually got kind of teary. I feel guilty, though, cuz he really shouldn't have spent so much money w/ me. Especially since I'll probably watch it w/ Nate and end up having sex w/ him during the watching of these videos, cuz TOOL arouses me very much so. Speaking of SEX, omg!! Ok, I don't usually share these kind of details online, but this is just fantastic...I never, EVER orgasm during sex, let alone from internal stimulation (vs. clitoral stimulation, i.e. g-spot,) and last night I did, and CHRIST ALMIGHTY it was incredible. I thought I was going to explode...and the second after I realized what had happened, I started laughing, cuz I laugh uncontrollably when something makes me really happy, and Nate was all like "What's so funny??" and looking at me like I had 2 heads. It was great. If any of u are in the Findlay or BG area and see a scruffy-looking filapino kid w/ a mustache and a red hat, congratulate him. He did the unthinkable.
Ahem, ANYWAY....so I had a great day on the 16th. Nate gave me this awesome wire sculpture (which I helped him w/, ironically haha) which was a hand on one side w/ a tree growing out of the wrist, all intertwined with roots and veins with one of the roots impaling the hand and coming out of the palm a twig with a leaf on the end that touched the forefinger. It's pretty kick-ass, and I thought it was very sweet of him cuz he knows how much I love nature and all. He said I inspired the idea of the hand being "one" with the tree, cuz I have this thing with trees....haha he's so sappy it's disgusting. NO PUN intended...ok, so maybe it was a little intended.
Friday night I went dancing w/ my 2 girls, and I decided to be all androgynous w/ a hat and tie and these cute little pinstripe pants I bought that night. I looked PIMP. Seriously, I never think I look hot, but when I dress up like a man, I could do myself. It was weird being able to buy drinks...well, I didn't actually but it myself, cuz I saw an old friend there who bought me one. I don't think of myself as an adult. I don't look like one, I don't really act like one, and I certainly don't smell like one. That last one may be because my antiperspirant smells like baby powder...but u get the point. I hate how everyone is all insistant on getting drunk whenever possible "just cuz". All of the customers at work, even the old ones, were all like "So, are u gonna get smashed tonight??" How fucking irresponsible do I look? Just because I have the ability to buy alcohol I should abuse it? I hate how America's rite of passage into adulthood revolves around obliterating ur senses for a couple hours. Isn't that kind of a contradiction to being considered "grown-up?" Yes, I know, I am a square. Seriously though, it is much more fun being comfortable enough in ur own skin to let loose and have fun, than to have to numb ur inhibitions before u can have fun.
Well, I have been on here for quite some time, and I think I am now going to go. Enjoy ur day, everyone!
I had a good week...besides having to work a lot, of course. It started out w/ a great weekend, when I was in Iowa...sooo much fun!! I miss my dude Matt a lot...most interesting person to talk to. Quite the weirdo. But anyway, my aunt from Arizona flew aaaall the way to Ohio for my birthday. She is an awesome lady. She was here for 3 days, which rocked, and it was just so nice having her around. Such a contrast from my other aunt. She's soooo laid back and down to earth with a sort of common-sense wisdom about her, as compared to my other aunt who seems to have her head in the clouds and is CONSTANTLY talking spastically. And then there's my mom in the middle, who is kind of like a balance between the three. Interesting sisters, they is. With an interesting story, actually, but maybe I'll tell it another time. Anyway, so then my birthday was wonderful cuz everyone was sooooo nice, and I had the night off so I got to actually have dinner w/ my family (a rarity!), and I got a few small but nice presents. I'm not really into presents, I never want much if anything at all, so even something really small is great. Although John, my ex, spent a bunch of money on me for some unbeknownst reason. Crazy kid...he doesn't seem to understand that I am seriously madly in love w/ someone else and that I'm not going to cuddle w/ him anymore and there's no way in hell I'll kiss him or have sex w/ him, so he should really stop asking. And move on. And get a fucking life. BUT, he got me something awesome, which was a box set of TOOL videos and live songs on cd and vhs, which I know must be at least $80-$100 cuz they're out of print, so I actually got kind of teary. I feel guilty, though, cuz he really shouldn't have spent so much money w/ me. Especially since I'll probably watch it w/ Nate and end up having sex w/ him during the watching of these videos, cuz TOOL arouses me very much so. Speaking of SEX, omg!! Ok, I don't usually share these kind of details online, but this is just fantastic...I never, EVER orgasm during sex, let alone from internal stimulation (vs. clitoral stimulation, i.e. g-spot,) and last night I did, and CHRIST ALMIGHTY it was incredible. I thought I was going to explode...and the second after I realized what had happened, I started laughing, cuz I laugh uncontrollably when something makes me really happy, and Nate was all like "What's so funny??" and looking at me like I had 2 heads. It was great. If any of u are in the Findlay or BG area and see a scruffy-looking filapino kid w/ a mustache and a red hat, congratulate him. He did the unthinkable.
Ahem, ANYWAY....so I had a great day on the 16th. Nate gave me this awesome wire sculpture (which I helped him w/, ironically haha) which was a hand on one side w/ a tree growing out of the wrist, all intertwined with roots and veins with one of the roots impaling the hand and coming out of the palm a twig with a leaf on the end that touched the forefinger. It's pretty kick-ass, and I thought it was very sweet of him cuz he knows how much I love nature and all. He said I inspired the idea of the hand being "one" with the tree, cuz I have this thing with trees....haha he's so sappy it's disgusting. NO PUN intended...ok, so maybe it was a little intended.
Friday night I went dancing w/ my 2 girls, and I decided to be all androgynous w/ a hat and tie and these cute little pinstripe pants I bought that night. I looked PIMP. Seriously, I never think I look hot, but when I dress up like a man, I could do myself. It was weird being able to buy drinks...well, I didn't actually but it myself, cuz I saw an old friend there who bought me one. I don't think of myself as an adult. I don't look like one, I don't really act like one, and I certainly don't smell like one. That last one may be because my antiperspirant smells like baby powder...but u get the point. I hate how everyone is all insistant on getting drunk whenever possible "just cuz". All of the customers at work, even the old ones, were all like "So, are u gonna get smashed tonight??" How fucking irresponsible do I look? Just because I have the ability to buy alcohol I should abuse it? I hate how America's rite of passage into adulthood revolves around obliterating ur senses for a couple hours. Isn't that kind of a contradiction to being considered "grown-up?" Yes, I know, I am a square. Seriously though, it is much more fun being comfortable enough in ur own skin to let loose and have fun, than to have to numb ur inhibitions before u can have fun.
Well, I have been on here for quite some time, and I think I am now going to go. Enjoy ur day, everyone!
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
drunkpandainc:
the longest i ever really went without sleep was for 2 weeks 1 day and 5 hours casue of work and freinds that dont know that sleep is a valuable comodity.
penguinscheme:
Ya for you and your "O"~!!!