GOOD LORD Bettina is gorgeous!! What an awesome set. Knocked her right into my favorites section.
So we went to Canada, Melissa and I, cuz she's a pussy and isn't able to just tell her dude that she's NOT going to marry him, and the whole time she's bitching and crying that she made a huge mistake and that she loves him and should have just married him. EVen though the day before she was saying she didn't want to be w/ him, she was in love w/ this other guy and that she would be miserable if she married him. HMMMM.....................god she's so indecisive it's ridiculous. So basically, me spending $130 on a dress and then wasting my weekend listening to her cry was completely pointless, cuz I just KNOW she's gonna go back to him. Fuck that. I don't need someone that weak bringing me down. I tried telling the other dude the same thing, and he said he was through w/ her, but I guess today they saw eachother and he was all "I'll always wait for u and love u," and they kissed, then she went to hang out w/ Mr. ex-fiancee and was all lovey w/ him. She's just leading them on left and right. Stupid girl. Not to mention the fact that since this was supposed to be her honey moon week, she decided to just not go into work anyway w/out telling our boss, which pissed her off tremendously because, well, obviously she knows that Mel isn't on vacation.
But I had a shitload of fun in Canada Saturday night! We met these 3 really cool, cute guys and partied w/ them all night, and I fell in love w/ a stripper named Julie who gave me an Eskimo kiss during a lap dance.
(Hey, someone put a dollar in front of me on the table, what was I supposed to do?) It was really sad to see how men are such pigs at those things. I mean yeah, she might be making a living by taking her clothes off, but she's still human, show some respect! ANyway, so we danced and drank w/ them, then they came back to our hotel room and fell asleep (mind u, Melissa was definitely not acting like she had a fiancee...) and then left at like 7am, and Mel woke me up promptly afterward and cried about how "bad" she had been. She didn't do anything wrong...just flirted and cuddled. It's not like she hadn't cheated on him already anyway....MOVING ON. (Man I talk so much shit....)
SOOOOOOOOO my birthday is in 15 days. The only thing I'm excited about is that my aunt from AZ is coming up. I haven't seen her in 4 years, and she is an awesome lady. Very kind and laid back....reminds me a lot of Nate, actually. Except he has a much better smile, cuz she's missing some teeth. Actually, he has a much better smile than a lot of people. It's one of those smiles that just kind of knocks u out.
<~Well...not quite like that.
I feel like changing something about myself. I feel very blah. I've never been too much into fashion...I'd rather admire it than participate...but my style is rather boring. My ex used to say I have "bum style," a compliment which still makes me smile today. I have to dress halfway decent at work, which means I wear basically the same thing every day, but when I'm not at work I usually wear baggy corduroys and t-shirts, which rarely match, with the crappiest of all shoes. It's comfy. Maybe I'll just change my hair or something. Or get something pierced. I'm long overdue for a new hole. ONE DAY, once I am away from the overbearing cloud that is my father, I will finally get my damn tree tattoo on my back. I'm thinking possibly a neck and foot one too, but we'll see.
U know what's strange?? I've always been adamently against smoking, but I have found myself enjoying cigars a lot lately. Apple flavored. (As if they taste any different from all other burning shit sticks u put in ur mouth.) But I like them. Quite soothing. Don't plan on buying any more after I run out, though. Just something different, I suppose.
Well, I hope everyone is doing well. I am off to call the Natron, my love of all loves. I know I say this in every entry, but he is fucking great. I am so so very happy.
Byebye.
So we went to Canada, Melissa and I, cuz she's a pussy and isn't able to just tell her dude that she's NOT going to marry him, and the whole time she's bitching and crying that she made a huge mistake and that she loves him and should have just married him. EVen though the day before she was saying she didn't want to be w/ him, she was in love w/ this other guy and that she would be miserable if she married him. HMMMM.....................god she's so indecisive it's ridiculous. So basically, me spending $130 on a dress and then wasting my weekend listening to her cry was completely pointless, cuz I just KNOW she's gonna go back to him. Fuck that. I don't need someone that weak bringing me down. I tried telling the other dude the same thing, and he said he was through w/ her, but I guess today they saw eachother and he was all "I'll always wait for u and love u," and they kissed, then she went to hang out w/ Mr. ex-fiancee and was all lovey w/ him. She's just leading them on left and right. Stupid girl. Not to mention the fact that since this was supposed to be her honey moon week, she decided to just not go into work anyway w/out telling our boss, which pissed her off tremendously because, well, obviously she knows that Mel isn't on vacation.
But I had a shitload of fun in Canada Saturday night! We met these 3 really cool, cute guys and partied w/ them all night, and I fell in love w/ a stripper named Julie who gave me an Eskimo kiss during a lap dance.
(Hey, someone put a dollar in front of me on the table, what was I supposed to do?) It was really sad to see how men are such pigs at those things. I mean yeah, she might be making a living by taking her clothes off, but she's still human, show some respect! ANyway, so we danced and drank w/ them, then they came back to our hotel room and fell asleep (mind u, Melissa was definitely not acting like she had a fiancee...) and then left at like 7am, and Mel woke me up promptly afterward and cried about how "bad" she had been. She didn't do anything wrong...just flirted and cuddled. It's not like she hadn't cheated on him already anyway....MOVING ON. (Man I talk so much shit....)
SOOOOOOOOO my birthday is in 15 days. The only thing I'm excited about is that my aunt from AZ is coming up. I haven't seen her in 4 years, and she is an awesome lady. Very kind and laid back....reminds me a lot of Nate, actually. Except he has a much better smile, cuz she's missing some teeth. Actually, he has a much better smile than a lot of people. It's one of those smiles that just kind of knocks u out.
<~Well...not quite like that.
I feel like changing something about myself. I feel very blah. I've never been too much into fashion...I'd rather admire it than participate...but my style is rather boring. My ex used to say I have "bum style," a compliment which still makes me smile today. I have to dress halfway decent at work, which means I wear basically the same thing every day, but when I'm not at work I usually wear baggy corduroys and t-shirts, which rarely match, with the crappiest of all shoes. It's comfy. Maybe I'll just change my hair or something. Or get something pierced. I'm long overdue for a new hole. ONE DAY, once I am away from the overbearing cloud that is my father, I will finally get my damn tree tattoo on my back. I'm thinking possibly a neck and foot one too, but we'll see.
U know what's strange?? I've always been adamently against smoking, but I have found myself enjoying cigars a lot lately. Apple flavored. (As if they taste any different from all other burning shit sticks u put in ur mouth.) But I like them. Quite soothing. Don't plan on buying any more after I run out, though. Just something different, I suppose.
Well, I hope everyone is doing well. I am off to call the Natron, my love of all loves. I know I say this in every entry, but he is fucking great. I am so so very happy.
Byebye.
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emily_m:
Shit talking is always the most interesting of all talking.
moneymilo:
Update already. Don't make me come over there.