HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. FOR GODSSAKES u'd think i could get my lazy ass on here to update more, no?? How has everyone been? What is new?? ANYTHING!?!? I'm not sure what's up w/ the spazzy-ness. I guess I just like to EMPHASIZE certain words for no reason. No damn reason at all.
Milk is good. So are strawberries. I'd make a smoothie, but I'm lazy. I wish I could have a conversation w/ u, my audience. So I could be like, "Milk is good. So are strawberries." And u all, in one collective voice, could be like "Why don't u make a smoothie?" And I'd say, "I would, but I'm lazy." And so on.
A couple of interesting things have happened since I've been home from vacation. (I really wish I hadn't lost that entry about why my vacation sucked, because I really would like u all to feel pity for my poor soul, but it would take so long to write it again.
) First of all, something that was totally unplanned and unexpected happened the first night I got home, involving me, Nate, a river and a blanket, and bare skin. Um...yeah, I'm sure u get the picture. It was really weird...but in a good way, in a completely natural but spontaneous and beautiful way. It's so strange when u get used to one body for 2 years, with soft white skin and narrow shoulders, and then come in contact with a body that is so so completely different, with broad shoulders and rougher, darker skin. There are other differences too, but at the risk of being too graphic and personal, I'll spare u the details. (U'll be happy I did, believe me. Hehe.) It's all so strange and different, but lovely and I have no feelings of regret or wanting to change things. I've never had such a fulfilling, beautiful love, that doesn't need to be anything more or anything less, and it fucking rocks. I'm a happy sap. 
Go life!
I do have a friend who is driving me nuts at the moment, though. She's been acting very selfish lately. She's been saying that she can't come into work because of her other job(s), and then stops by when she's supposed to be at work and after being questioned says "Oh, I didn't feel good this morning so I just didn't go in," and then either rubs her stomach with a pained look or coughs. Yet when she first walks in, she's all smiles and bouncy hellos and looks perfectly fucking chipper. My boss and I have both agreed that of all the times she's said that she has to work somewhere else, she's maybe actually gone in to her other job twice in the past 2 weeks. (Minus the week I was on vacation, because there was no way she could skip.) And it's bad enough that she pulls this shit, but then when she actually does work she sits there complaining to customers about how tiiiired she is and how much she's been working lately. GRRR. It makes me so mad. Also, she's the only person who makes me feel guilty for wanting to move away this fall. I actually had a little fear of being pregnant from my little escapade a few nights ago, and she knew I was scared and I DO NOT want kids but she immediately said, "I hope u are because that way you CAN'T move!", basically assuming that I'd keep the child anyway (I know that sounds cruel, but she knows I'm pro choice, ) and proceeded to go on about how she'd get pregnant too so that way our kids can play together. Makes me want to hit people w/ a baseball bat. There are many other reasons I could point out, but basically she's been really getting on my nerves and I'm on the verge of telling her off. Ranting ends.
My friend Logan is home, and I just convinced him to join SG!!! He's the hot guy in my pictures....everyone say hi to him!!! I love him. He's funny and perverted.
ANyway, that's about all the time I have today kiddos, so I will speaketh (typeth, really) to ye all latron.
PS-his username is MisterTaurus. DER.
Milk is good. So are strawberries. I'd make a smoothie, but I'm lazy. I wish I could have a conversation w/ u, my audience. So I could be like, "Milk is good. So are strawberries." And u all, in one collective voice, could be like "Why don't u make a smoothie?" And I'd say, "I would, but I'm lazy." And so on.
A couple of interesting things have happened since I've been home from vacation. (I really wish I hadn't lost that entry about why my vacation sucked, because I really would like u all to feel pity for my poor soul, but it would take so long to write it again.
) First of all, something that was totally unplanned and unexpected happened the first night I got home, involving me, Nate, a river and a blanket, and bare skin. Um...yeah, I'm sure u get the picture. It was really weird...but in a good way, in a completely natural but spontaneous and beautiful way. It's so strange when u get used to one body for 2 years, with soft white skin and narrow shoulders, and then come in contact with a body that is so so completely different, with broad shoulders and rougher, darker skin. There are other differences too, but at the risk of being too graphic and personal, I'll spare u the details. (U'll be happy I did, believe me. Hehe.) It's all so strange and different, but lovely and I have no feelings of regret or wanting to change things. I've never had such a fulfilling, beautiful love, that doesn't need to be anything more or anything less, and it fucking rocks. I'm a happy sap. Go life!
I do have a friend who is driving me nuts at the moment, though. She's been acting very selfish lately. She's been saying that she can't come into work because of her other job(s), and then stops by when she's supposed to be at work and after being questioned says "Oh, I didn't feel good this morning so I just didn't go in," and then either rubs her stomach with a pained look or coughs. Yet when she first walks in, she's all smiles and bouncy hellos and looks perfectly fucking chipper. My boss and I have both agreed that of all the times she's said that she has to work somewhere else, she's maybe actually gone in to her other job twice in the past 2 weeks. (Minus the week I was on vacation, because there was no way she could skip.) And it's bad enough that she pulls this shit, but then when she actually does work she sits there complaining to customers about how tiiiired she is and how much she's been working lately. GRRR. It makes me so mad. Also, she's the only person who makes me feel guilty for wanting to move away this fall. I actually had a little fear of being pregnant from my little escapade a few nights ago, and she knew I was scared and I DO NOT want kids but she immediately said, "I hope u are because that way you CAN'T move!", basically assuming that I'd keep the child anyway (I know that sounds cruel, but she knows I'm pro choice, ) and proceeded to go on about how she'd get pregnant too so that way our kids can play together. Makes me want to hit people w/ a baseball bat. There are many other reasons I could point out, but basically she's been really getting on my nerves and I'm on the verge of telling her off. Ranting ends.
My friend Logan is home, and I just convinced him to join SG!!! He's the hot guy in my pictures....everyone say hi to him!!! I love him. He's funny and perverted.
ANyway, that's about all the time I have today kiddos, so I will speaketh (typeth, really) to ye all latron.
PS-his username is MisterTaurus. DER.
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later!
must be the hint of summer thats keeping me away from updating coem winter i shall eb a typing machine, even tho i cant type!
ah well there was apoint to this but i can't quite remeber now.