Hiii. Sorry about that explosion of anger a couple days ago...apparently my bf had just woken up, and didn't want to listen to me bitch, so his sleepyness-induced insensitivity caused us to fight and me to be very pissy. But things were further discussed the next day and he now sees my point and why I was so upset, and so we now have a better understanding of our opinions on the subject of pornstars and the effects they have on young men and women and whatnot. He then called me a femnazi, and said that he can't enjoy porn anymore because of me. This wasn't my goal, but I have to say it's comforting to know he won't be looking at the shit, at least for a while. I'm not a femnazi; equality and respect is all I ask for womankind, and I just happen to believe that pornstars make such goals harder to reach. Enough bitching though. At least about that.
I've had a pretty boring weekend by choice....well, actually I had to work more than usual cuz my fucking boss thinks I'm her little BITCH!!!...but I've stayed home the past 3 nights. I was invited to go to Cedar Point with John and his friends, but declined much to his dismay, and caused quite a bit of grumpiness on his part, but I really didn't feel like going anywhere. (I'm happy I didn't, too, cuz it sounds like he had a crappy time.) So I've been lazing around, reading and eating, and took Pebbles out to the park today. It has been storming a lot lately, so I haven't been able to be online much because of the thinder. Hahaha, thinder!! Fun made-up word.
I meant thunder...um, obviously.
Do any of u gals ever get 2 periods a month? I do, and it SUCKS. Grrr. As if one week of bloating and bleeding and cramping weren't enough. Blech.
I just noticed that for some reason in my profile pic, my inner eyebrow is cut off by about 1/2 an inch. I think it just may be shadowing. I don't pluck my eyebrows that far apart. I'm very particular about eyebrows. I don't like them pencil-thin, but I don't like them bushy, either. I am so boring.
Fuck, wasn't I going to avoid talking about myself for once?? I guess it's normal, though, to want to constantly make known our own opinions. People are very preoccupied with being heard. I wonder why we feel that it is so necessary to let everyone know where we stand on EVERYTHING. I don't think it's a bad or good thing. Just a thing. Is it because there are so many billions of people and we want somehow to feel important? Or is it just because it's the basis of communication? Is it really nothing, and I'm trying to read into something simple and complicate it again? What do ya'll think? Why we always talk about ourselves? Maybe it's because our own selves are the one subject we know best, but at the same time are at a mystery about it. Hmmm.
Well, whatever, I've gone on long enough. Byebye.
I've had a pretty boring weekend by choice....well, actually I had to work more than usual cuz my fucking boss thinks I'm her little BITCH!!!...but I've stayed home the past 3 nights. I was invited to go to Cedar Point with John and his friends, but declined much to his dismay, and caused quite a bit of grumpiness on his part, but I really didn't feel like going anywhere. (I'm happy I didn't, too, cuz it sounds like he had a crappy time.) So I've been lazing around, reading and eating, and took Pebbles out to the park today. It has been storming a lot lately, so I haven't been able to be online much because of the thinder. Hahaha, thinder!! Fun made-up word.
I meant thunder...um, obviously.
Do any of u gals ever get 2 periods a month? I do, and it SUCKS. Grrr. As if one week of bloating and bleeding and cramping weren't enough. Blech.
I just noticed that for some reason in my profile pic, my inner eyebrow is cut off by about 1/2 an inch. I think it just may be shadowing. I don't pluck my eyebrows that far apart. I'm very particular about eyebrows. I don't like them pencil-thin, but I don't like them bushy, either. I am so boring.
Fuck, wasn't I going to avoid talking about myself for once?? I guess it's normal, though, to want to constantly make known our own opinions. People are very preoccupied with being heard. I wonder why we feel that it is so necessary to let everyone know where we stand on EVERYTHING. I don't think it's a bad or good thing. Just a thing. Is it because there are so many billions of people and we want somehow to feel important? Or is it just because it's the basis of communication? Is it really nothing, and I'm trying to read into something simple and complicate it again? What do ya'll think? Why we always talk about ourselves? Maybe it's because our own selves are the one subject we know best, but at the same time are at a mystery about it. Hmmm.
Well, whatever, I've gone on long enough. Byebye.
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pomfelo:
You're being hard on yourself again. Journals are the last bastion where we can be completely selfish. Naw, talking about yourself is what a journal is for. It's a diary you share with other people. Judging from the number of comments here, no one is complaining.
Naw, talking about yourself is what a journal is for. It's a diary you share with other people. Judging from the number of comments here, no one is complaining. 
iyce:
thanks for your kind words sweetie... 