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I'm getting lazy with updates. And responses too, I think.
I guess some days I just don't feel like spilling my guts...or writing about my mediocre life. Anyhoo.

I'm bloated and crampy. Menstruating sucks. I'm thinking about having my uterus removed. I've always wanted to adopt rather than have my own child, so it wouldn't be a big deal. But I'd probably regret it later, cuz I'm all about regrets. It's my thing. Cool people do it. (Why do I sound like an ass today?)

John came home unexpectedly this weekend, which was actually really nice. He said he felt like we needed some time to feel close again, and I agreed. So even though he was only home for about 2 1/2 days, it helped us feel connected again. I was finally able to enjoy sex again, too. If there's any sort of tension between us, I just can't have sex. Well I can, but I really don't want to or like it. But since things are well, good sex was had. Oh yes.

Maaaaaaaaaan, I have to go get ready for work again. Double shifts kick my ass. I really need to get a new job, but it's hard because I've become pretty close to my boss and I know how hard it is for her to find good, trustworthy employees. I need more money, though. $5.75 doesn't cut it. It kinda pisses me off...ok, really pisses me off.....that after 2 years I have only gotten one raise. I started at $5.50. But a friend of mine who used to work there was only there for one year and was making $6 by the time she left, because our boss seriously loved her. She still talks about what a great worker she was, and they became pretty good friends too. Kinda shitty.

Well, I have to go take a shower and everything. Sorry about the lack of excitment in my life. But then, who actually has exciting stuff to write about, anyway? It's rare, if ever. ANYWAY....byebye.