Hiiiiiiiii. I have been eating too much lately, and I've been easily stressed and discouraged. I really don't want to start taking my anti-depressants again, they make me completely numb to the world and my feelings, but I'm afraid I may have to. Damn fucked up brain chemicals.
Anyhoo, my friend Nate (the one that I like and blah blah,) can no longer keep his cat because he can't afford to live in his apartment anymore. So he's letting us keep him. He brought him over tonight; he's black and named Malik. I've always wanted a black cat! He's really sweet...not too affectionate, but not too independant, either. I likes him.
My mom has always had cats. We had one when I was younger named Aber, and lived w/ us for about 11 years until I was about 16 cuz died from a tumor.
She has wanted another one ever since, but my dad hates cats and said he was the last one we'd have. But she's always talk about how she missed having a little friend in her lap to cuddle with, so my dad finally gave in. We got one last year as a kitten, but she was too wild to be indoors and peed on everything, so we gave her back to the shelter. But I think this one will be ok. He's very well behaved, and my mom likes him.
My dad on the other hand....will have to deal. But yeah, we have a cat again and I'm happy. I just hope he and Pebbles will get along...she runs the house and all, being an old dog. But she's been really nice so far. OK enough about our zoo.
I'm considering not even going to my math class anymore. I HATE feeling like I'm giving up, which essentially I am, but everytime I go I just get frustrated and depressed. Plus, I'm so far behind that it's impossible to bring my average up far enough to where it can be transferred. I may as well just take it again another time. (Bah.)
In case anyone wants to know, things are well with my boyfriend right now...but who knows when that will change. But yeah, it's nice having that cloud of potential relationship doom gone.
Oh, and I uploaded some pictures into my folder thingy, if ya'll want to see me doing what I do best: be dorky and un-photogenic. But my friend looks hot! (Course, he's done some modelling before.) Anyway, I have a paper to write, AND FUCK it's almost fucking midnight!! U know what that means...byebye.

Anyhoo, my friend Nate (the one that I like and blah blah,) can no longer keep his cat because he can't afford to live in his apartment anymore. So he's letting us keep him. He brought him over tonight; he's black and named Malik. I've always wanted a black cat! He's really sweet...not too affectionate, but not too independant, either. I likes him.



I'm considering not even going to my math class anymore. I HATE feeling like I'm giving up, which essentially I am, but everytime I go I just get frustrated and depressed. Plus, I'm so far behind that it's impossible to bring my average up far enough to where it can be transferred. I may as well just take it again another time. (Bah.)
In case anyone wants to know, things are well with my boyfriend right now...but who knows when that will change. But yeah, it's nice having that cloud of potential relationship doom gone.
Oh, and I uploaded some pictures into my folder thingy, if ya'll want to see me doing what I do best: be dorky and un-photogenic. But my friend looks hot! (Course, he's done some modelling before.) Anyway, I have a paper to write, AND FUCK it's almost fucking midnight!! U know what that means...byebye.
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Oh, and I'm a financial services/risk management major. I love it. I love it more than anything in the world.
Too bad about your boyfriend. I mean, too bad for me and the rest of the guys. Damn!