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I never knew how hard it was to keep up w/ comments. (Sorry earthbeard!)
My poor Johnny. For some reason he can't sleep when he's at school. (I mean at his dorm, not in class.) He's not sure why, either. It's not especially noisy or anything. He's gone to the doctor twice and both times got prescriptions for pretty strong sleep aides, but they just make him feel cracked out and shitty, not sleep-able. He just stays up all night online or staring at the ceiling. He sounds like he's gonna lose it or something. The doctor said he may need to see a psychologist. I think it would be good for him. A lot of people are sketchy about it because they think the psychologist/therapist will tell them they're nuts or try to tell them how to live their lives, but they are actually very helpfull. I just hope something works...I don't like it when my Johnny feels poopy.
(Sorry, I automatically switch into baby/cutsie talk when I think about him. 
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I went dancing for the first time in months last night. It was fun, even though they played REALLY shitty music all night. U know that "Tipsy" song? They played it twice. Ugh. I love love love dancing. Oh!! There is this fucking cute as hell girl I see every time I go there. She has...the fucking NICEST ass I have ever seen in my life. She's all like petite and thin and all of a sudden POW there's this perky little ghetto booty. Not an overwhelming, black-chick booty either. (Although I am quite fond of those.) Just a bubbly, tight bite-able thing. And she dances really funky and cute. So yeah, I'm in love basically. ANyway, I finally got up the balls to talk to her last night. Well, she kinda bumped into me (with her ass, no less!) and I used that moment to say something to her. And what did I, the suavest of suave, say? "I just wanted to tell you that you have the cutest ass I have ever seen in my life." Yup. And what did she say? "Oh, I hate it! But thabk you!" What?? WHAT!? How can one hate such a beautiful thing!?!? I almost cried!! Well, no, I didn't at all. I know exactly how she feels. People tell me all the time (not trying to sound egotistical here) that I have a nice ass, but I hate it. I always say, "Hey, you haven't seen it naked. It's not as pretty underneath the clothes." So I guess i can understand why she feels that way. Still...such a shame that thing isn't framed or on a pedestal. And she had braces. How fucking adorable is that.
Anyway, enough about hot chick. So I had a good time. I went w/ a girl who I posted about a couple months back, saying that I didn't think we could be friends anymore because she's changed a lot and can be such a high-tempered bitch. We both went w/ a mutual friend, cuz I think if it had just been the 2 of us plans wouldnt have been made, but I'm happy to say that we actually got along like old times. Granted she still is a high-tempered bitch, but for the first time in a long while she actually didnt make me feel like shit about myself for not liking her her cool indie music or not going to a good school, or having the same clothes since highschool. (Yeah, she can really be that superficial.) I think part of it is because I actually drove, cuz not having my liscense has always been a big "lets make fun of Emily" thing for her. I still don't have my liscense yet, but the fact that i was being "risky" by driving w/out one made up for it in her eyes. It's so weird...she used to be really tom-boyish and quiet and depressed, now she's very feminine and obnoxious and bitches about people who "whine about their shitty lives." It's like right when she went to college something changed. She has lost some weight and become more confident, which is awesome, but...oh blah I'm tired of talking about it. So I had a good time and I'm happy we got along. End of story.
I've noticed I use a lot of quotation marks and perenthesis when I write. If I were reading someone else's journal who did that, it would annoy the piss right out of me.
I am a closed-minded little fuck when it comes to a lot of stuff. I need to be more tolerant and less judgmental of people. Especially when it comes to experimental substance usage. Not my thing, and I need to realize that it's ok for it to be someone else's thing. You'd think having a bf who smokes pot and drinks on a regular basis would help, but for some reason it has only made my biases worse. I am a horrible person. Please don't hate me if u do any of these things, cuz I don't hate you. I just pre-judge you. Which I am trying to stop!!
Gawd I'm a bitch!
I never knew how hard it was to keep up w/ comments. (Sorry earthbeard!)
My poor Johnny. For some reason he can't sleep when he's at school. (I mean at his dorm, not in class.) He's not sure why, either. It's not especially noisy or anything. He's gone to the doctor twice and both times got prescriptions for pretty strong sleep aides, but they just make him feel cracked out and shitty, not sleep-able. He just stays up all night online or staring at the ceiling. He sounds like he's gonna lose it or something. The doctor said he may need to see a psychologist. I think it would be good for him. A lot of people are sketchy about it because they think the psychologist/therapist will tell them they're nuts or try to tell them how to live their lives, but they are actually very helpfull. I just hope something works...I don't like it when my Johnny feels poopy.
(Sorry, I automatically switch into baby/cutsie talk when I think about him. )
I went dancing for the first time in months last night. It was fun, even though they played REALLY shitty music all night. U know that "Tipsy" song? They played it twice. Ugh. I love love love dancing. Oh!! There is this fucking cute as hell girl I see every time I go there. She has...the fucking NICEST ass I have ever seen in my life. She's all like petite and thin and all of a sudden POW there's this perky little ghetto booty. Not an overwhelming, black-chick booty either. (Although I am quite fond of those.) Just a bubbly, tight bite-able thing. And she dances really funky and cute. So yeah, I'm in love basically. ANyway, I finally got up the balls to talk to her last night. Well, she kinda bumped into me (with her ass, no less!) and I used that moment to say something to her. And what did I, the suavest of suave, say? "I just wanted to tell you that you have the cutest ass I have ever seen in my life." Yup. And what did she say? "Oh, I hate it! But thabk you!" What?? WHAT!? How can one hate such a beautiful thing!?!? I almost cried!! Well, no, I didn't at all. I know exactly how she feels. People tell me all the time (not trying to sound egotistical here) that I have a nice ass, but I hate it. I always say, "Hey, you haven't seen it naked. It's not as pretty underneath the clothes." So I guess i can understand why she feels that way. Still...such a shame that thing isn't framed or on a pedestal. And she had braces. How fucking adorable is that.
Anyway, enough about hot chick. So I had a good time. I went w/ a girl who I posted about a couple months back, saying that I didn't think we could be friends anymore because she's changed a lot and can be such a high-tempered bitch. We both went w/ a mutual friend, cuz I think if it had just been the 2 of us plans wouldnt have been made, but I'm happy to say that we actually got along like old times. Granted she still is a high-tempered bitch, but for the first time in a long while she actually didnt make me feel like shit about myself for not liking her her cool indie music or not going to a good school, or having the same clothes since highschool. (Yeah, she can really be that superficial.) I think part of it is because I actually drove, cuz not having my liscense has always been a big "lets make fun of Emily" thing for her. I still don't have my liscense yet, but the fact that i was being "risky" by driving w/out one made up for it in her eyes. It's so weird...she used to be really tom-boyish and quiet and depressed, now she's very feminine and obnoxious and bitches about people who "whine about their shitty lives." It's like right when she went to college something changed. She has lost some weight and become more confident, which is awesome, but...oh blah I'm tired of talking about it. So I had a good time and I'm happy we got along. End of story.
I've noticed I use a lot of quotation marks and perenthesis when I write. If I were reading someone else's journal who did that, it would annoy the piss right out of me.
I am a closed-minded little fuck when it comes to a lot of stuff. I need to be more tolerant and less judgmental of people. Especially when it comes to experimental substance usage. Not my thing, and I need to realize that it's ok for it to be someone else's thing. You'd think having a bf who smokes pot and drinks on a regular basis would help, but for some reason it has only made my biases worse. I am a horrible person. Please don't hate me if u do any of these things, cuz I don't hate you. I just pre-judge you. Which I am trying to stop!!
Gawd I'm a bitch!
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