FUCK. DAMNIT I HATE IT WHEN I LOSE AN ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going to fucking kill myself. That pisses me off so bad. It's not like I had anything important to say, it's just that all that effort was pointless. I say effort because it took quite a bit to find something to write about. GRRRRR!!!
Basically I said that today was my friends 21st b-day and we had fun cuz shes mad funny when shes drunk, and i got myself all excited thinking about (possibly)moving out in the fall. I'm all happy w/ the fact that I may actually have a life of my OWN someday, and blahdeeblah.
Man, it's just not the same the second time. Fuckin fuck.
I'm going to fucking kill myself. That pisses me off so bad. It's not like I had anything important to say, it's just that all that effort was pointless. I say effort because it took quite a bit to find something to write about. GRRRRR!!!
Basically I said that today was my friends 21st b-day and we had fun cuz shes mad funny when shes drunk, and i got myself all excited thinking about (possibly)moving out in the fall. I'm all happy w/ the fact that I may actually have a life of my OWN someday, and blahdeeblah.
Man, it's just not the same the second time. Fuckin fuck.
decedent:
sometimes when i lose an entry i try to stay calm and type it again word for word. but then i can't remember it all and just quit entirely.