emiloo

Blah. And tired. That is the sum of my day.

I'm afraid that my last couple entries have been very solumn and depressing. I'm also afraid that today's will be no better.

Loooong day. Few things went well. Plenty went to hell. (Sorry for the rhyme.) I left at 10am and wasn't able to come home until 11pm. The only physical rest I had was at school, but mental rest hasn't come yet. Went straight to work after school. Got off at nine and went w/ a friend for a valentine present trip that was supposed to last at most 30 min. We ended up walking around for 2 hours. I get home and both my temporarily impaired parents had a list of things for me to do around the house, and promptly. So I am fucking tired. Things just keep piling up, and I'm having trouble handling it all. I'm $200 overdrawn in my bank account, I have 2 reports due at the end of the month for english which i havent even had time to start, my boss is asking me to work doubles for the whole summer. So much has just happened so fast and I'm so overwhelmed. To make it all even more confusing, john came home this weekend. Things aren't bad, but they aren't good either, and I am completely jaded about the whole thing. I hope no one actually reads this, because all I'm doing is complaining and its so wasteful and unhealthy and no one should have to put up w/ it but me. I just hope that things start to look up soon. Life has just been this big swirling ball of stress lately, and all parts of me are being flung about inside this huge tornado. AND WHY THE FUCK DOES MY FAVORITE SHOW HAVE TO COME ON AT 1 IN THE MORNING!? I NEED TO GET SOME FUCKING SLEEP!!!
......

Off to watch bebop. Have a good night everyone.