Old Incubus is the shit.
How was everyone's Thanksgiving? Mine was ok...I spent Wednesday w/ John's family (they can't cook...bleh!) and he spent Thursday w/ mine (my mom's cooking kicked ass...yum!) So basically I've been hanging out w/ him this week. It was fun
I love having my best friend/cuddle partner home. It sucked that I was on the rag though 
Couldn't get as much lovin done as I wanted, but oh well. He fuckin (accidentally) knee-d me in the face though. I guess that's what I deserve for putting my hands in places he doesn't like, hehehe. But yeah...my nose has a big red mark and my head hurts from it.
I dyed my hair a dark red. I had it this color when it was short, and i've been growing it out for a year now. i was trying to keep the color natural, but it's a boring mousy brown. Anyway it looks good now, and makes me feel happy. It's amazing how such a petty little change can make me feel so different. It's ok to get superficial sometimes...ignoring vanity completely is kinda like ignoring natural human instinct. But I don't like being human...I'd rather be more animalistic. But maybe the fact that I enjoy things like coloring my hair means that deep down I enjoy being frivoulous? Ok, I'm looking into this way too deep....but really, I feel like a walking contradiction sometimes. UGH thinking bad.
I'm bored with my life and going nowhere. I'm too afraid to try. I'm afraid I might actually be happy, and then I'll have nothing to live for anymore. Does that make any sense? I could go into more detail, but I want to read everyone else's journals now. What's your favorite color? Mine is green...deep emerald or grass green. Like this guy>
Hope you all have a good day tomorrow, and that something unusual or beautiful happens. But that happens everyday, right? I need to start looking harder.
How was everyone's Thanksgiving? Mine was ok...I spent Wednesday w/ John's family (they can't cook...bleh!) and he spent Thursday w/ mine (my mom's cooking kicked ass...yum!) So basically I've been hanging out w/ him this week. It was fun
I love having my best friend/cuddle partner home. It sucked that I was on the rag though Couldn't get as much lovin done as I wanted, but oh well. He fuckin (accidentally) knee-d me in the face though. I guess that's what I deserve for putting my hands in places he doesn't like, hehehe. But yeah...my nose has a big red mark and my head hurts from it.
I dyed my hair a dark red. I had it this color when it was short, and i've been growing it out for a year now. i was trying to keep the color natural, but it's a boring mousy brown. Anyway it looks good now, and makes me feel happy. It's amazing how such a petty little change can make me feel so different. It's ok to get superficial sometimes...ignoring vanity completely is kinda like ignoring natural human instinct. But I don't like being human...I'd rather be more animalistic. But maybe the fact that I enjoy things like coloring my hair means that deep down I enjoy being frivoulous? Ok, I'm looking into this way too deep....but really, I feel like a walking contradiction sometimes. UGH thinking bad.
I'm bored with my life and going nowhere. I'm too afraid to try. I'm afraid I might actually be happy, and then I'll have nothing to live for anymore. Does that make any sense? I could go into more detail, but I want to read everyone else's journals now. What's your favorite color? Mine is green...deep emerald or grass green. Like this guy>
Hope you all have a good day tomorrow, and that something unusual or beautiful happens. But that happens everyday, right? I need to start looking harder.