I watched a pretty cool movie last night called Happiness. I love movies w/ exaggerated reality, if u know what i mean. The scene between the serial rapist dad and his questioning son was heart wrenching. I must say that little boy was a very convincing actor...he wasn't overly cute or precocious, and not stiff either. And for some reason I got off watching a bloated pervert and little boy masturbating. (Seperately, not together, thank god.) I'm either fuckin sick, or just sexually/affectionately starved. Either way, it was a good movie. I'd watch it again.
I think I'm coming to terms w/ my boy's absence. I'm trying to accept that he's just a normal 18 year old guy experiencing his first year of college like any other typical guy. I guess I just thought he was better than typical. I'm learning.
I'm listening to Christina Aguilera right now, the Stripped album. Not my usual genre of music, but I actually like this cd. Sometimes. I have to be in the mood for it. Plus, it's fun for singing at the top of your lungs w/. I have a pretty versatile voice, but it usually sounds best w/ pop. That sucks. Maybe I should take 5 minutes out of every day to just scream until my voice becomes harder. That would hurt, nevermind. What's everyone else being for Halloween? I'm stuck between dark/goth angel thing or Alex from Clockwork Orange. Good excuse to fake an accent all night, and to randomly hump people's legs for my rape re-enactments. Rape is the most fucked up thing in the world. Especially child rape. How are children even sexually attractive? Those people need to get a life, or at least a blow-up doll. Or help. Serious mental help. Anyway, no ones gonna read this cuz they'll see how long it is and skip it. Thats what i usually do neway. Oh well. Byebye
I think I'm coming to terms w/ my boy's absence. I'm trying to accept that he's just a normal 18 year old guy experiencing his first year of college like any other typical guy. I guess I just thought he was better than typical. I'm learning.
I'm listening to Christina Aguilera right now, the Stripped album. Not my usual genre of music, but I actually like this cd. Sometimes. I have to be in the mood for it. Plus, it's fun for singing at the top of your lungs w/. I have a pretty versatile voice, but it usually sounds best w/ pop. That sucks. Maybe I should take 5 minutes out of every day to just scream until my voice becomes harder. That would hurt, nevermind. What's everyone else being for Halloween? I'm stuck between dark/goth angel thing or Alex from Clockwork Orange. Good excuse to fake an accent all night, and to randomly hump people's legs for my rape re-enactments. Rape is the most fucked up thing in the world. Especially child rape. How are children even sexually attractive? Those people need to get a life, or at least a blow-up doll. Or help. Serious mental help. Anyway, no ones gonna read this cuz they'll see how long it is and skip it. Thats what i usually do neway. Oh well. Byebye
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...and for a reaction to your journal...I don't think any guy is typical...they all pretty much have their uniquenesses...but maybe that is what is typical about them...okay, now i'm confusing myself
...and hey...*I* read all of it...rape is just so wrong in so many ways...especially child rape...there has to be something SERIOUSLY screwed up with those people's brains...it's nearly impossible to imagine
...and btw...I also kinda like Stripped
give me a buzz again if you still need help