Hello everyone. I don't have much time to write at the moment, but I just thought I'd let ya'll know that I'm not dead and all is pretty ok. I have some interesting stuffs to write about...well, kinda....maybe not THAT interesting. But anyway, I'll be updating later tonight. I just know I get all antsy when people don't update for a while, so I thought...
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Hello everyone. I don't have much time to write at the moment, but I just thought I'd let ya'll know that I'm not dead and all is pretty ok. I have some interesting stuffs to write about...well, kinda....maybe not THAT interesting. But anyway, I'll be updating later tonight. I just know I get all antsy when people don't update for a while, so I thought...
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I think my uterus is going to explode. At least it feels that way.
I sat by my favorite river spot today and thought, stuck my feet in the water and made cool shapes w/ my toes, created waterless caves in the little waterfall by cupping my hands in the flow, and saw a crane preening its feather and stretching its gawky legs and neck....
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I sat by my favorite river spot today and thought, stuck my feet in the water and made cool shapes w/ my toes, created waterless caves in the little waterfall by cupping my hands in the flow, and saw a crane preening its feather and stretching its gawky legs and neck....
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moneymilo:
Hey up las!
I always change my mind about whether life is more or less. I suppose we will never know for sure until our time is up.
How are you feeling anyway? I haven't been around for a while but i should be around a bit more but the internet connection here sucks.
I always change my mind about whether life is more or less. I suppose we will never know for sure until our time is up.
How are you feeling anyway? I haven't been around for a while but i should be around a bit more but the internet connection here sucks.
carpe_diem:
sexy bitch! 
Why is it that one fucking superficial comment can make me feel like shit about myself and ruin my day??
Oh, and is it justifiable for me to lose respect for someone who claims to appreciate NATURAL looking women w/ REAL fucking bodies, but then says Paris Hilton is hot and has a "bangin' body"?? (There's one less person we need on this earth...)
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Oh, and is it justifiable for me to lose respect for someone who claims to appreciate NATURAL looking women w/ REAL fucking bodies, but then says Paris Hilton is hot and has a "bangin' body"?? (There's one less person we need on this earth...)
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jimmyjoe:
> I work at a Chinese restaurant, where no one is actually Chinese
really ? no one ? not the cook, not the owner ?
and, whoops, sorry, i seem to have come here at a moment of profound disgust for nearly a half of humanity...
join the club, i feel like that some times too...
jimmyjoe
really ? no one ? not the cook, not the owner ?
and, whoops, sorry, i seem to have come here at a moment of profound disgust for nearly a half of humanity...
join the club, i feel like that some times too...
jimmyjoe
carpe_diem:
awwww hunny, dont worry.
i almost said all men are pigs but its not true, and ma i wouild have sounded gay if i had said that. But the men who are superficial and shallow are, and i think you will find there arnt many on the site.
Your very VERY beautiful in every sence
i almost said all men are pigs but its not true, and ma i wouild have sounded gay if i had said that. But the men who are superficial and shallow are, and i think you will find there arnt many on the site.
Your very VERY beautiful in every sence
Why the hell does this stupid cat insist on knocking stuff over all the time!? Especially potted plants or flowers in water-filled vases!!! He's spilled my flowers 3 times today and I've scolded him every time, but it doesn't work. So I just lost my temper and smacked him. I feel kind of bad. But he is SO damn annoying!!! EVIL STUPID CAT!!!!!! 
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iyce:
hey thanks girlie
ilovemikehunt:
awww thank you!
Nate gave me flowers and a cheesy note!! IT DOES NOT COMPUTE!!! Does he not hear me?? Grrr!!!
ANyway, getting kinda tired of talking about him. I finally went dancing last night, after 2 months of "planning" to go. It was ok fun....my friend Lena is home for the weekend from school till she leaves for an internship on Monday, so she want with my...
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ANyway, getting kinda tired of talking about him. I finally went dancing last night, after 2 months of "planning" to go. It was ok fun....my friend Lena is home for the weekend from school till she leaves for an internship on Monday, so she want with my...
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earthbeard:
marvelous is a good word, but i prefer splendid, to that one, i'm still niot sure what this weeks word will be?
how's life treating you?
how's life treating you?
waldo:
I haven't seen Cowboy Beebop. Since you seem to recommend it, it will move from high on my list to the top of my list.
Greasy hair can be sexy (except on me)!
Your sister sounds hilariously misguided. She should listen to you more often.
Greasy hair can be sexy (except on me)!
Your sister sounds hilariously misguided. She should listen to you more often.
Awwwwwwwww, I love u guys. Ur comments make my day. 
Well, things have been getting a little uncomfortable for me with Nate...for example every time we hang out now he tries putting the "moves" on me. So I finally told him that although I like him a lot, I don't want to be in a relationship now, and I feel that by continuing to get...
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Well, things have been getting a little uncomfortable for me with Nate...for example every time we hang out now he tries putting the "moves" on me. So I finally told him that although I like him a lot, I don't want to be in a relationship now, and I feel that by continuing to get...
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earthbeard:
its the thought that counts anyway.
i suppose a kiss would be nice too
i suppose a kiss would be nice too
Hehehe, oh man, I cannot stay away long. I love u guys too much. Ur my addiction. Ur all so cute and funny and nice
I have had the shittiest week, yet I am in the best mood I've had in months. Well, maybe weeks....but yeah, a while.
Lets see...broke up w/ John on Monday, worked double shifts all week, got in a huge, HUGE...
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I have had the shittiest week, yet I am in the best mood I've had in months. Well, maybe weeks....but yeah, a while.
Lets see...broke up w/ John on Monday, worked double shifts all week, got in a huge, HUGE...
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tiamat:
good lord hun. sorry about your week.
thinking of you.
xoxo tiamat
thinking of you.
xoxo tiamat
carpe_diem:
yo yo lady friend whats going awwwwn lol 
sorry how are you? i dont know why i asked like that the first tiome but what i clearly ment was how the devil are you??
so tired today but i havnt heard from u in a while and i do miss finding i have a comment from you in the morning it brightens up my day
Ash xx
sorry how are you? i dont know why i asked like that the first tiome but what i clearly ment was how the devil are you??
so tired today but i havnt heard from u in a while and i do miss finding i have a comment from you in the morning it brightens up my day
Ash xx
ATTENTION!!
Haha, I'm lame.
No, seriously now....I just want to thank all of u guys for supporting me thus far. For some reason, u all seem to give better advice than any of my "real" friends, and I really appreciate it. It honestly makes me feel so much better to know that u all care. I don't know how much I will be updating in...
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Haha, I'm lame.
No, seriously now....I just want to thank all of u guys for supporting me thus far. For some reason, u all seem to give better advice than any of my "real" friends, and I really appreciate it. It honestly makes me feel so much better to know that u all care. I don't know how much I will be updating in...
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earthbeard:
less freqeunt? noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i'll miss you i will, i will cry long into the night, i shall take no comfort from this world until you return.
we all need time to adjust and adapt to changes, your friends arn't as good at giving advice in real life as are eevryones, they are afraid to upset you too much, and hence won't be as honest about what they advise or feel you should do, too many freiendships end over realtionship advise it's stupid.
hence were less afraid in telling the truth for we don't knwo you in real life (which i must say sucks, big bull balls), so we offer the soudnest and most truthful advive we can.
don't forget any of us, i mean all the poeple above me, i'm forgettable, but i will remain, the world will get a little darker now.
, i think you should grow your arms so long you can give me a hug.
i'll miss you i will, i will cry long into the night, i shall take no comfort from this world until you return.
we all need time to adjust and adapt to changes, your friends arn't as good at giving advice in real life as are eevryones, they are afraid to upset you too much, and hence won't be as honest about what they advise or feel you should do, too many freiendships end over realtionship advise it's stupid.
hence were less afraid in telling the truth for we don't knwo you in real life (which i must say sucks, big bull balls), so we offer the soudnest and most truthful advive we can.
don't forget any of us, i mean all the poeple above me, i'm forgettable, but i will remain, the world will get a little darker now.
, i think you should grow your arms so long you can give me a hug.
pomfelo:
Don't go too far, okay? We'll be here.
Well dudes, it's over w/ me and John. I wrote him this loooong ass email saying that basically we shouldn't keep pushing something that isn't going to work, and that it's really neither of our faults that we simply choose different lifestyles and can't seem to get past that. Well, after I wrote it he calls me, and I asked him if he read my...
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earthbeard:
rockin'
you better yet? hope so i'm more in the mood to talk today, but for once i don't reall have that much sound advice other than to trust to your instinct, don't think but feel, instinct is never wrong, feel waht is right, feel what is wrong. he will egt by with or without your help, but you are a brilliant person for helping him, but if all you do is give and there is never anything sent back your way, then you will become drained withdrawn and insular, give certainly for its the best things humans can do, but beware giving too much less it takes too much from you.
so in wrap up, fell what you want and need to do. and remeber your rockin'
smile
you better yet? hope so i'm more in the mood to talk today, but for once i don't reall have that much sound advice other than to trust to your instinct, don't think but feel, instinct is never wrong, feel waht is right, feel what is wrong. he will egt by with or without your help, but you are a brilliant person for helping him, but if all you do is give and there is never anything sent back your way, then you will become drained withdrawn and insular, give certainly for its the best things humans can do, but beware giving too much less it takes too much from you.
so in wrap up, fell what you want and need to do. and remeber your rockin'
smile
I have only talked to John once all weekend. He lost his phone at Hookahville, and the phone at his dorm is broken. He said if he can find any other way to get ahold of me, he will. But apparently, there aren't pay phones in Columbus, and none of his friends will let him borrow their phone for even 5 minutes, cuz he hasn't...
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moneymilo:
I have to say that i'm behind the sidelines guy. I know it's harsh hurting someone you love but you cannot sacrifice your own happiness just to spare someone elses feelings. If they have a brain they will understand that too. It seems to me that your current boyfriend is not making much of an effort for you or your relationship. Remember, you don't have to have a boyfriend at all. If you think that neither chap can make you happy then just go it alone fro a while until you come across someone really special (i promise they do exist!).
Anyway, good luck!
Thanks for your last comment, i am very flattered .
wooops!
[Edited on Jun 01, 2004 1:21AM]
Anyway, good luck!
Thanks for your last comment, i am very flattered
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wooops!
[Edited on Jun 01, 2004 1:21AM]
waldo:
I know exactly how you feel. And I agree with Moneymilo that it doesn't sound like john is making much effort at all (is he the howard stern guy?). It sounds like you should move on. But only go out with the sidelines guy if you are really attracted to him.
Word up yo.
What's new w/ u people? Nothin here. I just got off of work, and I go back in 2 hours. Between shifts, I will need to take a shower. Usually, I look forward to showering, and having hot water and sudsies trickle all over my skin, but not today. Apparently, there is a leak in one of our gas pipes, and we...
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What's new w/ u people? Nothin here. I just got off of work, and I go back in 2 hours. Between shifts, I will need to take a shower. Usually, I look forward to showering, and having hot water and sudsies trickle all over my skin, but not today. Apparently, there is a leak in one of our gas pipes, and we...
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earthbeard:
yeah i'm pretty bummed.
you make me smile by posting tho? so thats good.
in a better mood now.
you, what ya been doing with yourself?
edited cos i can't spell.
[Edited on May 30, 2004 8:51AM]
you make me smile by posting tho? so thats good.
in a better mood now.
you, what ya been doing with yourself?
edited cos i can't spell.
[Edited on May 30, 2004 8:51AM]
samaloda:
God, this reminds me of the apartment I lived in last fall/winter... I'd go DAYS without hot water, and have to shower in the morning before I left for work in the below freezing temperatures...
I don't miss that at all.
I don't miss that at all.
speak soon k?
Jesus, I gotta be high. Still.